rasputin1916

Well finals are quickly approaching and the stress is growing. I am finding it hard to enjoy my job anymore, it seemed good at the start, but the true colors of the people I work with are starting to show. Actually not just the people I work with but the unorginization of the actuall store and its owners. It may as well be a flee market. I really need to find a new part time job before I decide to leave the one I have.... but no one that I have recently turned a resume into has called me back. I am really trying hard not to fall back into the rut I was in when I attended college 8 years ago..... saying that really makes me feel old and I dont like that... I just really need to build my motivation back up.... you would think hating this job I have right now would be enough but I suppose not. I am just kind of rambling I guess, but while I am at it.... are their no normal women left on this planet?? I swear to christ everyone I have met recently has seemed at first to be great.... only to my dismay they turn out looney toons... it is just a real blow to my self esteem. Blahhh just a really depressing month so far.... I guess one bright side of this month is gettign to see Mastodon on the 30th up in Chicago... Hopefuly all of you are having a much better start to spring than I!