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I want to be a suicidegirl SO bad. there is so much gorgeous competition though! I saw Watchmen today-crazy amazing me happy. I need a girlfriend really bad. not to have sex with, I don't desire that, but for everything else. I have no females in my life right now, only men. I can't cuddle with men without raising flags with my husband. at least not straight men. I really have no desire to have more than one sexual partner. just a cute person to make girly drinks with and watch movies with and hang out with like good buddies do my nose started bleeding randomly right now. I hate being sick. I want to cry.