rare

Hi there everyone!
I couldn’t make this blog for a while because just couldn't bring myself to do it. Been Even more devastated and discouraged, but since so many people are interested in my further life I decided to write it today for you 💛 thank you SG Fam, I love y’all!

Well, where to start? Russia is officially the first country in the world by the number of sanctions, many payment systems aren’t working properly(inside of the country there are no problems but how people are supposed to work huh?) and the whole situation won’t be better (think I’ve said it in previous blog already) I’m sure.

My thoughts are scattered in my head and I’ve been thinking about everything a lot. (Like many of Russian citizens I believe)

I’ve made a decision to start an immigration process but I’m still struggling with choice of the country. Because there are a lot of ‘hidden atones’ and it’s really hard to immigrate when you’re alone and have no one to help.
Right now I’m just looking for countries that has a strong passport. here’s a good website that can help you if you want to immigrate too 👇🏻
https://www.passportindex.org/byRank.php

I can’t buy myself a ticket to another country now because Visa and Mastercard cards that were opened in Russia aren’t working abroad. So no plane, Airbnb or booking baby. I feel angry and don’t understand once again why people like me have to deal with this right now?

Honestly, my life isn’t perfect and I know that but I do everything I can to make it a little better and when things are starting getting back to normal there’s a stupid crisis or a stupid war like now!

My mental health was up and down just like an emotional swing! But when I’m not reading news and work all day long I feel better. Luckily I can still store my money on the sites ‘for better times’ and withdraw them later but the only question is ‘when are there gonna be these better times honestly?’
Many of my friends has already left the country and I probably will never see them again and that’s a pity!

I don’t know if I will be able to finish my back piece or continue my burlesque career. (My last performance will be on 31st of March and it’s a charity event)

Literally everything is falling apart because of politicians and their impact. I’m so sorry for everyone are facing some financial difficulties. The only thing that I’m glad is that I’m staying at my parent’s flat and don’t need to pay rent for a while, really helps me now.

Honestly guys idk what to say, want to stay positive but I can’t. I don’t have any more power to cry or being hysteric. Just regular emptiness and prayers for better days to come.

Luckily I’ve started to collect some documents that I might need to I’m not sitting on my butt and complaining 🥲 on the contrary I’m very motivated to leave this country and have a second citizenship and a brand new passport! Ikr it’ll take a while but I can’t give up now!

Thank you for reading till the end ❤️

My links if you want to support me somehow: Really wanted say thank you for every tip that I received, this will help a lot!

links.sasharedkaya.com
p.s I’m always open to any kind of collabs ✌🏻

Hope you’re staying safe!

Lots of love,

Sasha Rare