raoulduke

what is that supposed to mean?

I might be down tommorow but for my old job... otherwise I am staying right where I am. I meant I wn't be seeing you unless you drove up here. if they email you some pictures I wanna see the kid. are you still with Jenni? did she get her tatt finished that you showed me a pic of at xmas time?

Oh my gosh! .... I bet it looks like Carla, whats the name? I hope it is smart enough to run as soon as it can....
moved up home living the good life with my family....
miss you!

hey yourself

hey waht the fuck is the lie about your age for? you old fuck

read my last entry and you will see... its been a really shitty couple days.

so yes your brother fucked me through and through, fuck head. anyways yea its been really rough here. um well i gotta go pack.

yeah it was really bad. I am not like them at all, and Jessie would come home from work smelling like ass and just lay on the couch, it made your blanket smell so awful. So I spent alot of time bymyself in Franks room because I hated the smell and didnt feel like sitting around on a nasty floor they never swept talking about things that i didnt care about (bush republicans). I dont mean to sound harsh but Frank asked me to move in and then put me through hell. It didnt help Marcia would constantly be over there and would just make more of a mess. It wasnt a good situation at all.

wait what? you arnt coming here! and if you are you better not tell your family, they would shit.

yea she told me that, she didnt seem exactly thrilled about it either. kinda fucked up but then again the whole world down there is. my immediate plans are.... I am moving to my aunts on the 10th paying credit cards off, and then I am going back to school (Natrona is good at making people want to get education). you?
I am going to post some pics of the girlies now

[Edited on Jun 30, 2004 3:43PM]

another house or what? what is your degree in? thats awesome that you are making something for yourself.

umm well I guess my journal explained alot, funny thats the day you chose to read it. I got an apt by myself in mount lebanon, have two kitts, sadie and simone. arnt you still inthe service? how would you have an interview in denver? did you get the one sided version of what happened with frank and i? I am sure they gave you that, Heather had alot to do with it, I can't stand liars and they all pulled that shit on me. O well, people like that suck, and will never have real lives.... sorry to say that about your brothers and mother but its true. they cant move on with their lives.

when did you start these? whats new? you still with jenny? still air force?