Hello my poppets.
Just a short post tonight.
I'm feeling rather melancholy and sad and homesick. Not homesick in the sense of disliking where I am and wanting to be back home, but homesick in that lonely, drifting, vastly empty kind of way.
Really, I just wish I had somebody to curl up and cuddle with, but I don't know anyone down here that would do that with me.
So instead, I'm burning incense and playing Port Blue and feeling heartsick.
I don't mean to sound whiny and angst-ridden, which is why I said it would be a short post, but we all have those moments of self-pitying indulgence, do we not?
If I could have any fantasy right now, it would be simply lying in bed with my lover, feeling the solid warmth and weight of him in my arms while the rain pours down and the car lights flash by the window. There is nothing better than being close enough to listen to someone's breath and heartbeat, and wrap the scent of their skin around you.
Goodnight, poppets.
RAO
Just a short post tonight.
I'm feeling rather melancholy and sad and homesick. Not homesick in the sense of disliking where I am and wanting to be back home, but homesick in that lonely, drifting, vastly empty kind of way.
Really, I just wish I had somebody to curl up and cuddle with, but I don't know anyone down here that would do that with me.
So instead, I'm burning incense and playing Port Blue and feeling heartsick.
I don't mean to sound whiny and angst-ridden, which is why I said it would be a short post, but we all have those moments of self-pitying indulgence, do we not?
If I could have any fantasy right now, it would be simply lying in bed with my lover, feeling the solid warmth and weight of him in my arms while the rain pours down and the car lights flash by the window. There is nothing better than being close enough to listen to someone's breath and heartbeat, and wrap the scent of their skin around you.
Goodnight, poppets.
RAO
i often wish i had cuddles as well