ranstarr

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Been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds keep walking around with me, with me
Waste time and I'd rather be high
Think I?ll walk me outside and buy a rainbow smile but be free,
be all free
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

I look around at a beautifiul life
I been the upper side of down; been the inside of out but we
breathe, we breathe

I wanna a breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean, wanna take my time for me, it?s all
free

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

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i just watched crash and it was good but its kinda made me feel weird. my problems arent really that bad in the whole scheme of things, the world is pretty fucked. the above song is from the movie and i liked it.

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today i made the first step of being more assertive and handling things instead of running away or shifting things away from me and making someone else deal with it for me.
it felt good but I was shaking the whole time I was talking to this fucking bitch of a customer.
fuck people suck.

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i dont know what i want but I guess if I keep going one day I will find it