Never really write on here but gonna give it a shot but anyways the past few months just havent been my greatest time because 1. Work just blows =\ i dont know everybody tells me im just complaining and need to work cause every job is the same, that im gonna hate it but that its life,just working but i have to disagree because work shouldnt been about waking everybody and hating your job it should be about waking up and being hPpy to go to work cause you love the job you do,whether it be painting or making cars.
Ive found out recently that working isnt about how much you make but about how well you enjoy your job and the passion you have for it everyday. I once heard that its better to be paid crappy and enjoy your job everyday then get paid shitloads and hate it,the moment you walk into it.
Idk might be me but my job is just beyond stupid, they dont think on things they just run all over ther employees just because they get paid more and yes i know customers first but you also gotta respect and care for your workers the people you help your customers and make sure they get there checks and what not. Now im not gonna just leave my job because i hate it so much lol ive learned my lesson on quitting my job without another job, it suckssssssss hahaha but right now im waiting on a job to call me back so hoepfully they do hahaha.
Anyways on to the other thing thats been bugging me and thats being myself now i know STUPID QUESTION but idk i was stupid when i was little and wanted to be cool and be noticed and after doing that for so long till recently i seemed to not know who i am anymore, i keep catching myself trying to impress people and get there attention. Idk what to do to stop all this. Now i do know some few things about me that i know are me and thats i love music, any kinds mainly rock though, i love to play video games and watch tv and movies (seeing that i still have a vcr with shitloads of vhs movies haha) and i love to look and dress nice lo i love the 50's and 60's style with the hair parting and dress shirts and suspenders and so on lol
But anyways just needed to write this down to get it off my mind lol if anybody responds awesome if not thats cool cause i got it off my chest and didnt keep it inside of me
