Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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Sometimes I like not knowing if I'm coming or going. I like waking up in the morning, only it's not morning, it's the middle of the night and I'm wide awake suddenly, feeling like I haven't slept at all, but know that I have and don't, in fact, know what day it is, what week, month, year, century...
And I always wake up hungry.
Not hungry.
Starving.
Then I realize that my new landlord is stomping around upstairs. He does rent to me. He does know I'm DOWN here. Rude much?
I'm having difficulty deciding whether it was he, or my screaming hunger, that woke me.
But I choose not to care, either way, I'm awake. Awake and starved from fuck knows how long of not feeding myself.
I pounced on the opportunity, as it snaked in front of my conciousness. How often would it be this fucking simple? How often would it be so easy...so effortless.

I'm gonna go up there...I'm hungry and the mother fucker woke me up...




...So much easier than I could've imagined...
But what bitter blood. Such a waste.

At least I'm not hungry any more.



skull
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yeknomyknuf:
Ha ha, I need to go raptor on my next door neighbors. They screw VERY loudly late into the night a lot. I mean, I'm all for enjoying yourself but I can hear these mofos with earplugs in and my boyfriend snoring. Grr, I'm sharpening my claws.

[Edited on Oct 09, 2005 10:14PM]
imperfectcadence:
Aww thank you! It took me ages to decide on Triumph and Tragedy but I'd also been playing with the idea of having Compose and Create as well. Your tail tattoo is awesome, I would've never have though of doing something like that! It looks great on you though, you carry it off really well.

You two seem so smitten with each other, I'm sure only good things await you... wink

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