I'm empty.
I'm hated.
I'm no one.
Keep going.
Can't see.
Can't breathe.
Can't sleep.
Keep going.
Hate your head, you're ugly.
Hate your face, you're ugly.
I hate you because you're ugly.
Slap me.
Hit me.
Bruise me.
Keep going.
Love me.
Leave me.
Fuck me.
Keep going.
Hate your pride, you're ugly.
Hate your shame, you're ugly.
You hate me because I'm ugly....
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I'm hated.
I'm no one.
Keep going.
Can't see.
Can't breathe.
Can't sleep.
Keep going.
Hate your head, you're ugly.
Hate your face, you're ugly.
I hate you because you're ugly.
Slap me.
Hit me.
Bruise me.
Keep going.
Love me.
Leave me.
Fuck me.
Keep going.
Hate your pride, you're ugly.
Hate your shame, you're ugly.
You hate me because I'm ugly....
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bugbue:
Dark and aggressive. Sounds sexy and mean at the same time. Seems like a good hate fuck.
xxnecroxx:
Youre such a good writer 
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xxnecroxx:
Youre so pretty!!!!!
big_slikk:
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like you ever missed our winters...
First snowfall today! it was only like 2" but it's snow! I can't wait to go sledding already.
like you ever missed our winters...
First snowfall today! it was only like 2" but it's snow! I can't wait to go sledding already.
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big_slikk:
Assassin!!!
Long time no see... er type i means.
did you ever live in Anchorage? it's windy as hell right about now, luckily it's been a little warm tho.
Long time no see... er type i means.
did you ever live in Anchorage? it's windy as hell right about now, luckily it's been a little warm tho.
theslant:
Pretty hair!!! Good work on it! It's like Marilyn Monroe meets Bettie Page. Pretty Hot. Slavewire is one lucky fella.
Like Slavewire, my membership is running out on Saturday. Thanks for being one of the people who frequented my journal, and hopefully things go well with you both. Strangely enough, my friend recommended me for a job position in Paso, but I've got to stay up in the bay area and help my family out with financially related thingstuffs.
Like Slavewire, my membership is running out on Saturday. Thanks for being one of the people who frequented my journal, and hopefully things go well with you both. Strangely enough, my friend recommended me for a job position in Paso, but I've got to stay up in the bay area and help my family out with financially related thingstuffs.
I'm all alone in my house now.
Alex helped me pick it out and helped me move in and was with me the first 10 days and now I'm all alone in here and it feels so weird and lonely.
Boo.
Alex helped me pick it out and helped me move in and was with me the first 10 days and now I'm all alone in here and it feels so weird and lonely.
Boo.
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big_slikk:
No buggy roommates tho! I normally would say you can do whatever and whenever you want but i think you would no matter what... 
A lot of times i'm glad i live alone. If i need someone around i just call people up or my bro is already here.
A lot of times i'm glad i live alone. If i need someone around i just call people up or my bro is already here.
thepsychicbunny:
Oh dear, you get used to it but it does suck at first.
I rolled my quad the other day and now I'm bruised and sore as fuck. And all that just from trying to keep up with my 51 year old dad on his new 250. Fuck.
Good news though. I'm moving to A-trash-cadero. But at least I'll be living in the country where it's quiet, I'll have the master bedroom and a whirlpool bathtub...and no fuck-hat...
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Good news though. I'm moving to A-trash-cadero. But at least I'll be living in the country where it's quiet, I'll have the master bedroom and a whirlpool bathtub...and no fuck-hat...
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bugbue:
Bruises go away no more harm done. Fancy pants with a whirlpool tub, nice. Good for the soaking.
egocentric:
Since I just moved back to Grover, I can't really see the apeal of living north of the Grade, but then again, I don't live with your Fuck-Hat Roommate.
I have 30 days to find a new place. Well. 24 now. Fucking bitch is goin' down.
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goblintcat:
And nobody will ever find the body! 
bugbue:
Just get stoned and forget all about it............ahhhh get stoned and forget all about it....where am I?
Wow! So much love from my friends! I'm glad that I'm back...and I know that SG has changed, but I have to admit that after being on steady again, I'm getting used to it, and maybe...gah!...even liking it!
So a break from my most current rant about Bimbo the wonder Slut...
Slavewire is coming to visit me again! He will be here for our 1...
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So a break from my most current rant about Bimbo the wonder Slut...
Slavewire is coming to visit me again! He will be here for our 1...
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brightredscream:
That sounds like a fabulous movie then!
lol
I love that kind of gore!
lol
I love that kind of gore!
carnalascetic:
The Hills Have Eyes disturbed me. Good blood and gore though. I still want to see the original.
Karli the wonder Barbie (my fuckhead new roommate) is fucking her ex-boyfriend right now. Again. Ever since Marsha and Steve and I confronted her about ripping us off she's either been absent completely or she's had someone (mainly Brandon the wonder ASSHOLE aka. her ex-boyfriend) with her. I personally think that he's just getting fucked and doesn't care where it comes from, but she's a...
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brightredscream:
Na, I won't delete your comments - I had people comment with pretty similar things on my Livejournal - and it's ok
brightredscream:
And yeah - make her attack you - so that way you can punch her in the face all in self defense...sounds AMAZING to me
My mom is visiting for a little while and it's nice to be seeing her again...I feel like it's been ages. It hasn't always been easy between my mom and I, but I think that's what makes us so close now. I know that I was never the best daughter in the world, and FUCK knows sometimes she wasn't the best mom, but I've matured...
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eddicollins:
thats not odd at all. i have 67 pairs and i dont wear them all. i have my faorites. i got my love of shoes from my sister.
brightredscream:
I love you for linking me to the New York stuff - but I didn't mean to be confusing - we're staying at the New York, New York Casino in Las Vegas 
Thank you so much for looking up that stuff for me though!
I really did appreciate it
It's good for future reference! lol
Thank you so much for looking up that stuff for me though!
I really did appreciate it
It's good for future reference! lol
So here is some magnetic-poetry-a-la-Eryn:
how she never will pretend
from obsessed breathe again
while lust into love erupt
remove my skin pressure me
always smooth naked feel
sweet kiss deep slow
with more release explode
control your want
his love would last
remember that you crave him
I hate having the flu. I'm sick in bed. Just sitting here not doing anything and I...
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how she never will pretend
from obsessed breathe again
while lust into love erupt
remove my skin pressure me
always smooth naked feel
sweet kiss deep slow
with more release explode
control your want
his love would last
remember that you crave him
I hate having the flu. I'm sick in bed. Just sitting here not doing anything and I...
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mslion:
Hey beautiful!
Sorry to hear you're sick But I'm so glad you're back! How do you like the new place?
I've been having a very boring life, so I haven't posted in like...weeks. So far this has been the summer of disappointment, and I don't like to complain too much, so it's been easier to just not write anything at all
Maybe now I know you're back, I'll show up a bit more often
Sorry to hear you're sick
But I'm so glad you're back! How do you like the new place?
I've been having a very boring life, so I haven't posted in like...weeks. So far this has been the summer of disappointment, and I don't like to complain too much, so it's been easier to just not write anything at all
Maybe now I know you're back, I'll show up a bit more often
theslant:
Yeah.. while I was down there I was constantly busy all the time and really didn't have too much time to hang out. It's really the same shit here, too. With all my friends up here having full time jobs, and none of them in the same town, it's really difficult to schedule get-togethers.
Godammit, I want my college years back.
Godammit, I want my college years back.
I bought two really cute pairs of cords at Ralph Lauren yesterday...a black pair and a dark rust pair. I've been buying a lot of brown colored things lately...brown sheets, pants, shirts...what else? I don't really know, but whatever...yeah. Lots of brown. Go brown!
So anyway, the brown pants make my ass look fantastic and the black pair are a little bigger so they are...
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So anyway, the brown pants make my ass look fantastic and the black pair are a little bigger so they are...
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fieldofdepth:
Ooo shopping. We're headed to SB tomorrow for some Gymboree and Old Navy shopping. The little one has to be stylish for fall.
fieldofdepth:
We seriously had a good time shopping.
Christmas Island is.......you know........ I have no idea!
Christmas Island is.......you know........ I have no idea!
So I went riding with Ellen today and it was really nice! We were in Cambria near the Hearst property and we came upon a small group of Zebra's and it was so awesome! There was also a little baby one, but they must've been freaked out by our horses and us and Annie (Ellen's dog) so they didn't want to seem to stick around,...
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goblintcat:
That was the best non-advice I've ever received! LOL! Much appreciated for the laugh. I'm in the process of debating if I should be going out with one of the secretaries in my office. Not MY secretary but it's still a mighty small office. Thus the dillema.
Zebras???
Zebras???
slavewire:
my subscription ends in Feb.
but i told ya that, silly!
but we should definitely be together by then anyway!
so you awake yet?
well you should be if you're reading this..
did i call you yet?
or are ya checkin this after i called you..
hmm..
but i told ya that, silly!
but we should definitely be together by then anyway!
so you awake yet?
well you should be if you're reading this..
did i call you yet?
or are ya checkin this after i called you..
hmm..