i hope i don't fuck this up...
Maybe i dropped too much too fast...but it's how i am...i haven't felt this way since Anne, that's 3 years, 3 years and no one, NO ONE has made me feel this way...just by being around. Everything she says, everything she does, every look she gives me. I'm retarded....i just hope this works...i'm such a fuck up when it comes to relationships though, seriously, 3 years and not a single relationship lasting more then a little over a month? yeah, but then again, none of them were her...so who knows. I'll bide my time, and see what happens i guess. I don't want to rush this, i want this so badly.
in other news, all you winchester kids suck, way to not come to my birthday party...or call, asshats.
Either way, all in all it was a good night, aside from the sketchy friends of max and larry's, but whatev, i had fun'
Maybe i dropped too much too fast...but it's how i am...i haven't felt this way since Anne, that's 3 years, 3 years and no one, NO ONE has made me feel this way...just by being around. Everything she says, everything she does, every look she gives me. I'm retarded....i just hope this works...i'm such a fuck up when it comes to relationships though, seriously, 3 years and not a single relationship lasting more then a little over a month? yeah, but then again, none of them were her...so who knows. I'll bide my time, and see what happens i guess. I don't want to rush this, i want this so badly.
in other news, all you winchester kids suck, way to not come to my birthday party...or call, asshats.
Either way, all in all it was a good night, aside from the sketchy friends of max and larry's, but whatev, i had fun'