randomentity

copied from my LJ
This self deprecating entry brought to you by : WOMEN and money!
So, [i start a lot of entries with "so" don't i?] its come to my attention, that only drunk women want to have sex with me. I'm 99.9 % sure on this. I'm not saying i've never had sex with a sober girl, cuz i have, a lot. Lately though, it seems any girl i've had any interest in, only finds it fitting to tell me that they want to have sex with me. or that they'd have to be drunk, to have sex with me....what is up with that???!!??
and i know that i'm attractive, or kind of anyways. I've been told so, by quite a few women, and some men.... :/ so i'm really confused.

anyways, on the money note i'm waaaaay broke. keeping a positive balance in my bank account seems like a far away dream.i have no idea where my money goes. i have a few ideas, but i just, don't know....its bizarre...

also, i hate my life, i hate that no one is ever excited to see me. and that i rarely get any sort of reaction out of anyone. maybe thats the leo in me...but i don't know, i just think that i should elicit some sort of response from SOMEBODY. but i guess i am and always will be "that guy".

laaaaaaaaaame

i just want enough money to be comfortable, and a girl that i'm really happy with, that isn't way clingy, and is understanding...is that so goddamn difficult? fuck...i'm gonna stop ranting now.