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All i want right now is a wall warm weather and enough paint to cover it... And someone to love.

I don't know what to do, part of me says i should just, back off, and let things work themselves out, but the other part says to keep pushing....especially after last night...and this morning.
We're so confused about everything right now...ugh.

the aforementioned Meredith < MegamiSama >now has an account, thanks to me. harass her. Although she has yet to post a journal entry...slacker

Operation:Capture the Moon, is tomorrow. The moon being the meredith, and i have no idea what i'm going to do with her once i have her. Sunday is cuddling and watching anime day though, that should be nice. I like cuddling, i like meredith.
In other news, my ex-fiance and her new husband[they were married in October] broke up last night. Apparently, that guy, sucks...
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that's all i really have to say, things are falling into place, for once in my life.

So yeah...exactly...
Livejournal anyone?

Things going horribly wrong yet, simultaneously good, is weird...and makes me feel bad, really reallly reallllly bad....i'm too lazy to post the same shit twice.

so subject M, thought it would be nice to tell me that i make her happy, and that she loved me...and i love her...but she has a boyfriend, who pales in comparison to the awesomeness that is the Me. sigh, what to do what to do....
Everything shall work out eventually.

in other news, I remember Ari back when she wasn't famous, damn girl...you've got...
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So my life sucks....
Relationship lasted under a month wooooo

sigh

Last night was a party, I ended up kissing someone that felt completely and utterly right. Someone that I've loved for a really long time, someone that currently has a boyfriend. I havent' kissed her in over 4?5? years...and it just felt so.......right. I don't know what to do. I don't know what SHE'S...
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So yesterday was interesting, I did a whole lot of nothing. Got home from work, hung out, took a nap, TRIED to find someone to hang out with, was unsuccessful, then my package from
EthnoSupply dot Com arrived. Which contained an ounce of Salvia and an ounce of Amarita Muscaria.
Well, not having anything better to do, i decided to eat some of the...
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So the new album by System of a Down "Hypnotize" leaked the other day....and i'm not...disappointed, really. It's just...I'm not sure. It's good, don't get me wrong...it's just..different. Serj needs to go back to singing all the time, damnit. I like Daron, his voice is good, its just not...System..ya know? I'm pretty sure this 2 disc set thing was Serj's idea to get Daron to...
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So I'm financially stable for the next week! Woo! Now to buy stuff I don't need! FUCK! I still owe my uncle that $600, but guess who's getting ANOTHER 50 cent raise and has to work all weekend? oh its this guy! So yeah, for uhhh, 17 something an hour, I'll work as much overtime as i need to....which i do realize isn't that much...
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*Bangs head on table* Why do i have to meet a woman that is amazing, and well, wonderful, and that may or might not have some sort of interest in me, when I already HAVE a woman that is amazing, and wonderful and DOES have an attraction to me!?!?!? Where was she a month ago!!!??? FUUUUUUUCK!
I think i really am better off single, or...
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