First year of college is finally fucking over..thank god..and I passed! I got higher than 2.0! I got a 2.4 which isnt the best in my opinion..but its better than nothing..all I needed was a 2.0 or higher to keep me from getting suspended..so I am very thankful for that.
Lately I've been listening to Linkin Park's new CD..Minutes to Midnight..and it certainly is different from the other albums..but I like it..I like the emotional songs, some of the slower songs..They hit hard..they really do. My fave so far is currently "Leave Out All The Rest" and "Valentine's Day" as well as "Shadow of the Day"..
I've been hitting some emotional relationship ruts...the girls I like, who also happen to like me as well all have boyfriends..mysterious, I know..but..I dont want to pull them away from that..especially if their boyfriends may or may not do something completely idiotic..involving flesh and sharp metal objects. Which one girl has had already, she likes him too..but theres also a thing we have for one another that I think is strong..Another girl is kinda..she's long distance and loves her bf..has a future with him if he doesnt decide to be stupid and break up just cuz he's going to college..but she loves me too, always have...for the past 2 years or more.. Theres more..but I cant think..theres a nagging stuck feeling in my chest that I cant seem to get rid of..it stemmed from talking with one of the girls last night..and I say..I care about her a lot..With her and a bunch of others Im knonw to sacrifice my own happiness for all their sakes..even if it isnt fair to me..
I wish things werent so difficult...I really do...
On a lighter note...Everyone in the Cali area should go check out Quinne's page and attend the concert thinger lol.
Lately I've been listening to Linkin Park's new CD..Minutes to Midnight..and it certainly is different from the other albums..but I like it..I like the emotional songs, some of the slower songs..They hit hard..they really do. My fave so far is currently "Leave Out All The Rest" and "Valentine's Day" as well as "Shadow of the Day"..
I've been hitting some emotional relationship ruts...the girls I like, who also happen to like me as well all have boyfriends..mysterious, I know..but..I dont want to pull them away from that..especially if their boyfriends may or may not do something completely idiotic..involving flesh and sharp metal objects. Which one girl has had already, she likes him too..but theres also a thing we have for one another that I think is strong..Another girl is kinda..she's long distance and loves her bf..has a future with him if he doesnt decide to be stupid and break up just cuz he's going to college..but she loves me too, always have...for the past 2 years or more.. Theres more..but I cant think..theres a nagging stuck feeling in my chest that I cant seem to get rid of..it stemmed from talking with one of the girls last night..and I say..I care about her a lot..With her and a bunch of others Im knonw to sacrifice my own happiness for all their sakes..even if it isnt fair to me..
I wish things werent so difficult...I really do...
On a lighter note...Everyone in the Cali area should go check out Quinne's page and attend the concert thinger lol.