I've kinda been buggin out with love problems..my lack of I mean..I miss a relationship..I want one so much..anyways, nothing new really cept for Spiderman 3 coming out soon, and Finals week here at college approaching..so its Super study time!!! Yay! Here are some more poems/things I've written lately.
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Sunrise to a new Sadness---
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The cold wind blows across my back, sending shivers down my spine. I look down at my hands, they are no longer holding yours.
The sky remains dark in one quadrant, but the one ahead brings about a happy, calming ray of light.
I wrap a warm blanket around myself in hopes of keeping warm, waiting for Gods Gift to bless me.
I curl up closer to myself as the wind picks up, sending another wave of shivers through my spine as my thoughts slowly drift to you.
Our hands envelope one another as your sparking eyes gaze at me. I cant help but smile as my heart begins to flutter once again. Being with you is the best thing thats happened to me in a long while....I thank the heavens for our chance encounter so long ago...
You pull me close to you as you close your eyes, prompting me to do the same as we kiss..
A beautiful bald eagle soars overhead, waking me from my temporary slumber with its high squawk. How much time has passed since my dream? How much time has passed since we last shared a kiss?
My eyes start to close as I feel tears welling up, these sad thoughts start to pull me further from the light creeping against the dark night sky.
Night fades Twilight then fades to dawn
Time passes by so slowly, as if Father Time himself were teasing me cruelly.
Soon, my haven arrives..The moment I've been waiting all this time for.
The light slowly begins to grow in intensity as a small orange ball creeps over the horizon. A smile finds its' way to my face as my tears fall..one by one..
The sky...now a canvas of beauty..as if a stroke of emotion just dashed itself across it.
A new feeling pushes itself into the dark lonely depths of my heart, a place that was once filled with light and love for you...the familiar feeling of a warm embrace pulses through my body, my veins...my soul.
Tears fall down once more, though this time for you..
My only regret for the day...for my life...is that you weren't here with me to witness this beauty...
My only regret is that you had to die so young..so soon...The sunrise has done the impossible..something so joyous and majestic has suddenly pulled me into my dark place as I remember four years ago....I remember...
The rain was falling heavily as I clutched you close to my body...Why did this have to happen? A crowd of people surrounded us as many began to call 911...a gracious few even held their umbrella's over us to keep us from getting even more soaked, but it would make no difference.
Your breathing shortened as you clung dearly to my hand as tears fell, landing on your cheeks, but with all the rain, who could tell? There was nothing I could've done to stop this..no amount of praying, no amount of anything to stop fates hellish hand from stealing you away... With your last ounce of strength, you clutched my hand and stroked my cheek, looking me straight in the eyes as the color of yours began to fog over.."Stay strong...for me..Im sorry.."
That was the last moment we shared...I remember...
That was when I started to scream at the heavens...I remember...
That was when I couldnt do what you asked, and sank into dark solitude..I remember
The sunrise that brought me so much happiness...now brings about a new sadness that cries out in the depths of my lost soul...I wish I could be with you..
I wish...
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Thats my latest one really..umm..yeah..What do y'all (the few random who check my blog lol) think I should do about my un-relationship status? I really miss one.
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Sunrise to a new Sadness---
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The cold wind blows across my back, sending shivers down my spine. I look down at my hands, they are no longer holding yours.
The sky remains dark in one quadrant, but the one ahead brings about a happy, calming ray of light.
I wrap a warm blanket around myself in hopes of keeping warm, waiting for Gods Gift to bless me.
I curl up closer to myself as the wind picks up, sending another wave of shivers through my spine as my thoughts slowly drift to you.
Our hands envelope one another as your sparking eyes gaze at me. I cant help but smile as my heart begins to flutter once again. Being with you is the best thing thats happened to me in a long while....I thank the heavens for our chance encounter so long ago...
You pull me close to you as you close your eyes, prompting me to do the same as we kiss..
A beautiful bald eagle soars overhead, waking me from my temporary slumber with its high squawk. How much time has passed since my dream? How much time has passed since we last shared a kiss?
My eyes start to close as I feel tears welling up, these sad thoughts start to pull me further from the light creeping against the dark night sky.
Night fades Twilight then fades to dawn
Time passes by so slowly, as if Father Time himself were teasing me cruelly.
Soon, my haven arrives..The moment I've been waiting all this time for.
The light slowly begins to grow in intensity as a small orange ball creeps over the horizon. A smile finds its' way to my face as my tears fall..one by one..
The sky...now a canvas of beauty..as if a stroke of emotion just dashed itself across it.
A new feeling pushes itself into the dark lonely depths of my heart, a place that was once filled with light and love for you...the familiar feeling of a warm embrace pulses through my body, my veins...my soul.
Tears fall down once more, though this time for you..
My only regret for the day...for my life...is that you weren't here with me to witness this beauty...
My only regret is that you had to die so young..so soon...The sunrise has done the impossible..something so joyous and majestic has suddenly pulled me into my dark place as I remember four years ago....I remember...
The rain was falling heavily as I clutched you close to my body...Why did this have to happen? A crowd of people surrounded us as many began to call 911...a gracious few even held their umbrella's over us to keep us from getting even more soaked, but it would make no difference.
Your breathing shortened as you clung dearly to my hand as tears fell, landing on your cheeks, but with all the rain, who could tell? There was nothing I could've done to stop this..no amount of praying, no amount of anything to stop fates hellish hand from stealing you away... With your last ounce of strength, you clutched my hand and stroked my cheek, looking me straight in the eyes as the color of yours began to fog over.."Stay strong...for me..Im sorry.."
That was the last moment we shared...I remember...
That was when I started to scream at the heavens...I remember...
That was when I couldnt do what you asked, and sank into dark solitude..I remember
The sunrise that brought me so much happiness...now brings about a new sadness that cries out in the depths of my lost soul...I wish I could be with you..
I wish...
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Thats my latest one really..umm..yeah..What do y'all (the few random who check my blog lol) think I should do about my un-relationship status? I really miss one.