randomasian

heres a poem I wrote a few hours ago...
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Slumber...
A place where the physical body rests, a place where energy replaces itself.
A place where even though the rest of your body slows down, your mind continues to race.

The world slumbers around me as I find myself in a state between awake and asleep, a state where I can move in and out of reality, back and forth through dreams.

In one dream, I lay near you, you in my arms. The nights fade into day as the day fades into night. We exist in a place where time doesnt touch us, but we can watch time pass infront of us.

We're no longer mortal, time passes without touching us, we are united together, 'nothing will seperate us' you say as you look into my eyes, and I kiss you once more, telling you 'of course not my love..nothing but the air we breathe and the clothes we wear will seperate us..'

Then the dream slowly dissolves into the next...

This dream is dark while the other was bright. I, dressed in black, look down to the wet ground that I tread on. A bundle of roses lays on the ground next to a cold slate that has been erected in the ground. Rain continues to fall as I hold my hands infront of myself, tears stream down my cheeks but with the rain falling, who can tell?

You've departed, your body has left this plane of existance but your spirit lives in my heart. 'I'll never forget you...We'll never be spiritually apart..' is what I say to your grave as I kneel down, placing another bundle of roses in your memory.

Soon, that ill dream fades away as I hover aimlessly in a void. My voice begins to echo within the void, impossible is it not? For there are no walls for sound to bounce off of, yet here it is, my echoing voice saying over and over again, "love her, for you two need each other to survive"

"Love her, for you two need each other to survive...."
"Love her, for she completes you, as you complete her..."
"Love her....Love her.."
It echo's over and over again

I Love You a voice calls out from the darkest part of the void, bringing with it a blinding light.

With my forearm brought up, I shield myself, hoping that the light hasnt permanently done damage to my vision, I dont know what I'd do if I couldnt see your smiling face again...Your smile...

I open my eyes to find you looking down to me, your beautiful sparkling gaze reaches into the depths of my soul through the windows into my soul..Tears well up as you smile, stroking my cheek with that delicate hand of yours.

Have I been asleep this entire time? Have I drifted off into slumber in your loving hold? If thats the case then I am glad..glad that the dark nightmare I had isnt true...that my echoing voice was only my subconscious confirming my feelings for you, that I should love you eternally for we complete one another.

"Im glad you're awake honey.." your soft angellic voice says as you brush tears away from my cheeks.

I close my eyes as another set of tears roll their way down my cheeks towards your hands as I clasp my arms around you.."Dont let go...Dont leave..." I say to you in a weak voice.

You confirm what I had hoped, "I wouldnt even dream of it...I love you."
One more secure hug, one more secure kiss, and my deep slumber has ended...I'm awake and alive with you.
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I actually cried a bit while I was writing that poem too..I dont think I was thinking about any girl in particular..but a mix of girls that I've fallen for in the past, current feelings..feelings I've had in the past, and feelings I wish to feel oh so badly..I've written a couple before this too, and they kinda go in a story almost..mmm...I wanna have a love in my life so bad....
-Brandon