So LONG story my husband was, is a cheating dick head, I caught him cheating on me so many times and just let him do it, I let him put his hands on me and didn't do anything about it because he was drinking, or really mad, or some bullshit..I let him yell and bitch at me all the time.. Well awhile back he took our bike and ran from the cops, im still not really sure why, and his ass went to jail... So whille he was in jail, i left him.. So then we go back and forth when he gets out, because im an idiot and i still love him.. I tell him that if he can get his shit together and keep a fuckin job, and not make me suport his ass then we can talk... HE STILL hasn't done that, and wants to bitch at me because i don't want to be married to him when all the work in on me? The other day he chased me down the road? I mean really, and then he leaves me messages like this....
you fucking suck
you suck at life
i hope you know that
you could kill yourself and noone would care
sara would be pissed cuz she wouldnt have a car to drive
but noone would care
So please tell me why i still feel the need to make sure this fuck is okay? What the hell is wrong with me? I mean we were together forever, but that doesn't give me a reason to be an idiot...what the hell is wrong with me?
you fucking suck
you suck at life
i hope you know that
you could kill yourself and noone would care
sara would be pissed cuz she wouldnt have a car to drive
but noone would care
So please tell me why i still feel the need to make sure this fuck is okay? What the hell is wrong with me? I mean we were together forever, but that doesn't give me a reason to be an idiot...what the hell is wrong with me?
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XOXOXOX
Stylar
trust me on this i speak from exp, the longer you go without him the less you'll want him. not at first but after a while you'll just click. and then its like "what the fuck was i thinking?" and then all of a sudden you can breathe....all the way in.