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It's a pretty messed up world we live in. I mean how is it that the thing we want most seems to always be the one thing we can't have. The things we can have we don't want and it's not because we can have them that we don't want them, it's just that we dont want them. This world forces us to settle and be unhappy with the thing we didn't want. Sometimes it even tricks us into believing that it is what we want and we pretend to be happy. You can love a person with all your heart and get nothing in return, yet everything inside of you tells you to keep on loving them. The world arround you will tell you not to, and sometimes you give in to the world and it makes you feel like shit. For those who don't give in it doesn't feel much better, but sometimes if you just keep trying and tell the world to fuck off dreams can come true.

So anyway things seem to really be getting to me lately and the second half of this day has been kind of shitty for me so i logged on here to see if my favorite girl had posted the photo blog she promised all of us who love her because they always make me smile and i need a smile right about now. When I went to her page it made me sad to see that she is no longer active on this site. Alectro, you will be missed, and I hope that someday you will find you way back here.