This week hasn't been bad, but this week has me feeling very sulky. Maybe it's just from being sick and working a lot lately. Maybe it's a lot of different things.
I feel detached.
Last night I went out to a friend's with Q &usually where I'm all excited to go out for a little bit, it was quite the opposite. Even if I wasn't feeling good and I was tired, I'd still usually have some sort of excitement or at least involve myself in what's going on more. I just had this feeling like I shouldn't have gone. Q noticed I wasn't really in the best mood and offered to take me home to go sleep if I wanted. I declined, and eventually got more involved in conversations with everyone. It was fun overall, but that feeling had lingered with me most of the night.
So on my instagram last night I made a post where I asked, "what piece of advice would you give to your younger self?" I got a lot of interesting responses, some sad, some motivating. I never shared mine, so I'll do it here in letter format.
"Dear younger self,
Just know everything you have gone through and everything you will go through will make you much wiser and stronger than you will ever think you could be. It's okay that you worry so much too, there's nothing wrong with that...but don't let your fears hold you back from what you truly want to achieve. Just keep that head up and persevere."
