ramby

yeah my journals have been mostly crappy, but whatever I mostly just write them for my self.

So the Goodie Factory is driving me nuts so much so that I am ready to just not do it anymore. I was fine all this week until today which is our drop day. Dan and I always get in arguements about something bussiness related every drop day. I am so sick of it I just don't even want to do it anymore. It's not so much me giving up as me saying this is not worth my sanity.

My health has been on a steady decline for quite sometime now, my deppression has gotten worse and for various reasons I am currently not taking my MS drug study meds. SO I've been off them for a week and I have been sick, just all round cruddy and my hands have been shaking. This hand shaking is not cool at all since many of you know I use my hands a lot.

I am bipolar and that medication has been changed to hopefully work better. And I will be going thru intensive outpatient therapy next week. So if you've been wondering where I've been it just somewhere by myself since interaction with others just doesn't go well anymore. However I am hopeful that these problems will be resolved in the next month and I'll be back to my cheery self. Until then...