so its really weird that last night i found out that another of my friends died while i was away. and then my ex boyfriend married his girl. i dont know what i think of that. i think my dog died too. no one will tell me where he is.
i never thought that i would outlive my friends. i've always been the most self-destructive of all of them and now i'm neat and clean and i even shower occassionally.
its weird to find out all of these things on your birthday. it makes you feel so symbolic. and it reiterates to you the value of the people who are still breathing.
loving people and being loved is very fulfilling. even when sometimes people disappear.
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on a lighter note: more interesting bits about my weird ass mom-->
she removed the perfectly good shower curtain from my bathroom and then told me that i was 'not allowed' to have a shower without the shower curtain. (ok, really, what does this mean? what does she want?)
my toothbrush went mysteriously missing. i found it in my mom's bathroom. she denies all knowledge of how it got there.
and (here;s the best one)--my notebook with all my school work in it got stolen recently, so after busting my ass to catch back up and successfully almost filling another notebook with writings and such, i found this notebook lying on the middle of the floor in my bedroom with large sections of it ripped up and some bits entirely missing. when i questioned my mother about this, she blamed the dog (who has never had any sort of history of this type of behaviour--and who, not to mention, is 16 years old and couldn't care less about puppish acting out). when i explained that there were no teeth marks on the book and very neatly torn pages, she still stuck with the dog excuse.
well, i for one really really hope that i have inherited these bits of insanity from my mother and just can;t wait to start breeding so that i can pass these genes on to an army that will eventually rule the planet. beware sane humans!!!! hahaha!
i never thought that i would outlive my friends. i've always been the most self-destructive of all of them and now i'm neat and clean and i even shower occassionally.
its weird to find out all of these things on your birthday. it makes you feel so symbolic. and it reiterates to you the value of the people who are still breathing.
loving people and being loved is very fulfilling. even when sometimes people disappear.
____________________________
on a lighter note: more interesting bits about my weird ass mom-->
she removed the perfectly good shower curtain from my bathroom and then told me that i was 'not allowed' to have a shower without the shower curtain. (ok, really, what does this mean? what does she want?)
my toothbrush went mysteriously missing. i found it in my mom's bathroom. she denies all knowledge of how it got there.
and (here;s the best one)--my notebook with all my school work in it got stolen recently, so after busting my ass to catch back up and successfully almost filling another notebook with writings and such, i found this notebook lying on the middle of the floor in my bedroom with large sections of it ripped up and some bits entirely missing. when i questioned my mother about this, she blamed the dog (who has never had any sort of history of this type of behaviour--and who, not to mention, is 16 years old and couldn't care less about puppish acting out). when i explained that there were no teeth marks on the book and very neatly torn pages, she still stuck with the dog excuse.
well, i for one really really hope that i have inherited these bits of insanity from my mother and just can;t wait to start breeding so that i can pass these genes on to an army that will eventually rule the planet. beware sane humans!!!! hahaha!
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So, when are you leaving The Twilight Zone and coming back to England?
Will alwayyyyyyyys love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
I have a great way to stop your snoring. It involves sticking things up your nose while you are asleep