Well, I can't find my LJ login, and am to lazy to deal with it at the moment, so what the hell.
Damn I am in a good mood, it's not even funny. I have my dogs at the apartment w/ me till Monday night, as Rhonda is getting paid to go down to Miami for a huge art show. It's fun watching Bela get all excited when the dogs come over...hell...so do I.
I'm having a hard time getting skirttwlr out of my system. I'm pissed that things ended the way they did...I still don't get it. I really thought I meant more to her than that. Live and learn I suppose. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss her. I always had a good time hanging w/ her...it's just the dis-honesty factor was too much for me.
I've been kicking it w/ Jessica a lot lately, which has been great! I've had a crush on her for quite awhile now, and I really enjoy being around her. Fucking great conversations and the silliness factor is way high. I sorta put myself out there tonight, and I'm sorta nervous to see how that goes. She keeps describing what she wants right now, how she wants to be treated and what not, and I swear everything she is saying...I seem to fit to a T. She already told me she is making me something for Christmas, and I can't wait to see what she does. A hippy and a punker...could it be?
I going to see the Dr on Thursday about my new issue, which has gotten a bit worse. What can I do but laugh.....I"m nervous about having him sign off on the driving thing...but I don't think it will be a problem if I promise to stay on my meds. Which I am planning on doing for at least a year at this point. I'm starting to see the difference already, but it will be a little bit longer before I can stare into strobe lights again.
Ok, off to take the doggies outside and run them around a little bit.
Damn I am in a good mood, it's not even funny. I have my dogs at the apartment w/ me till Monday night, as Rhonda is getting paid to go down to Miami for a huge art show. It's fun watching Bela get all excited when the dogs come over...hell...so do I.
I'm having a hard time getting skirttwlr out of my system. I'm pissed that things ended the way they did...I still don't get it. I really thought I meant more to her than that. Live and learn I suppose. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss her. I always had a good time hanging w/ her...it's just the dis-honesty factor was too much for me.
I've been kicking it w/ Jessica a lot lately, which has been great! I've had a crush on her for quite awhile now, and I really enjoy being around her. Fucking great conversations and the silliness factor is way high. I sorta put myself out there tonight, and I'm sorta nervous to see how that goes. She keeps describing what she wants right now, how she wants to be treated and what not, and I swear everything she is saying...I seem to fit to a T. She already told me she is making me something for Christmas, and I can't wait to see what she does. A hippy and a punker...could it be?
I going to see the Dr on Thursday about my new issue, which has gotten a bit worse. What can I do but laugh.....I"m nervous about having him sign off on the driving thing...but I don't think it will be a problem if I promise to stay on my meds. Which I am planning on doing for at least a year at this point. I'm starting to see the difference already, but it will be a little bit longer before I can stare into strobe lights again.
Ok, off to take the doggies outside and run them around a little bit.