rainrix

Hello people of SG Land! Long time, no rant.

So hope you all had a good Christmas (Or that Jewish thingy or whatever you do around that time of year), Mine had its ups and downs, though really it has been better than it has been the last lot of years (even with the down points). Got many random gifts... My wonderful lady got me cat ear hair clips and a cat tail to wear!!! I love them so very much... If there is such a thing as past lives i'm sure i've been a cat quite a few times. Also got a Resident Evil Umbrella Corp necklace which is awesome... A Cutethulhu t-shirt too. Lots of other random stuff too... Though I know it's not about getting gifts and all... But was very cute and I feel like alot of effort went in to finding things that i'd love.

New years... Hope all you people had an awesome one of them too (Unless you're Chinese..? Err yours is coming up soon right? Though i'm sure you may of still joined in with other people celebrating... Maybe... I dunno). I went out to the local monthly Goth night club... Was a little sad that many people I know (Well... Mainly only one person) weren't out. But I was there with cat ears, a tail, labcoat, goggles and cat nose make-up!!! I enjoyed it... Felt great being the silly Meow-d Scientist!!!

Yup i've not posted in a while AGAIN. To be fair I don't know if anyone really reads any of my blogs *shrug* but my rambling makes me feel better sometimes. I'm now on a 3rd medication... 5mg Busiprone. As far as I understand I believe it augments the Sertraline i'm taking (Which is now 150mg dosage). I've got mild side effects from all this medication... But I feel that i'm getting over the worst of it at least. Got 6 face to face CBT sessions coming up soon aswell. Hope it helps. Work is a little annoyed at me being off so long... But meh... Suppose that's normal and fair. Am worried that soon I get put down to half-pay because i've been off work so long... That'd really make paying bills and generally feeding myself a hassle. Got to look into getting housing benefit maybe... Or something along those lines anyway. Never really claimed housing benefits before.

Been playing alot of Fallout: New Vegas lately. Some State of Decay every so often aswell. I dunno... Played many games lately... A few of them have been real disappointing... Others i'd rather wait until they're out of Alpha / Beta phase before I pass judgement or spend a long while playing it. Still slowly building up my PS1 collection, have just over 100 games currently... Still ALOT to go though. Also it's bad i'm easily distracted with other consoles... I also have a small collection of Megadrive (That's Genesis to some of you), Nintendo 64, and Xbox (NOT the 360, the old old old Xbox) games. I'm always tempted to start a Youtube channel like Game Grumps or Peanut Butter Gamer... Or some fun reviews like Yahtzee or Angry Video Game Nerd... But time and my knowledge, confidence, and lack of communication skills really seems to stop me... Plus really that market is heavily saturated... Many many many many many people have Youtube channels about computer games and all...

Well for now I think i'll leave things at that. I'm gonna catch some sleep before hopefully going out tonight to play some MTG EDH (Or Commander for the newbies) with my old MTG group. I used to play it alot... But keeping up with Standard can get expensive... Whilst EDH is a fun silly format that can be played by a group of friends with beer!

Take care people... 2014 and all now! Keep being cool and enjoying all the pretty ladies (Or men, or whatever! You know what I mean!!! Maybe!)

Meow-Nyan!