ok i was just recommend by a jackass to write about the stupidest shit i can. i dont feel like doing that. its really to try and get my mind off of things back in idaho. my mom sent me an email. basically she told me she had these spots on her skin removed. the biopsy results will come in on the 11th. this email made my heart drop. really made me think about how much me and her really dont get along, but it still reminds me how much i love her... and how i hope nothing bad happens to her. in 8 days i find out if my mom has cancer. i dont even know how to process that thought.
downedcity:
oh sorry Raiin, hopefully it is nothing to be worried about
raiin:
i cant help but to always think the worst about anything and everything. so my mind is not all here right now