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rahepsi

Evansville, In

Member Since 2005

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Tuesday May 24, 2005

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I feel like I am getting old.

I am 26 in 3 more days.

I think back to years ago. I remember when I was excited to get to the wonderful age of 21. When I was 18 going on 19. Thinking about joining the Marines. Me beating up people who messed with my group of "freaks". I remember I used to call myself the "Goth Jock" I was the only man people knew who wore black lip liner and lip gloss, eyeliner, and electric blue fingernail polish that could benchpress 250lbs. I weighed 200lbs and I was massive. Many "bullies" jumped me and got the shit beat out of them. I was the dorks' hero. I was just as geeky, but I had the physical prowess to back it up.

I remember back in those days, the only thing I wanted to do was swim, find chicks, and dress up & hang at the Den. Maybe smoke some cloves with Mike.

Things arn't that simple anymore.

I think I am entering a Mid Twenties Crisis. frown
lydia:
Thank you. smile
May 24, 2005
zahara:
I'm older than you. Does that help any?
May 25, 2005

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