rahepsi

I was thinking about things today.

In a week I turn 26 years old.

I am not doing near as badly as I think.

I have a decent job and job skills. I am in no debt. I have been many things, I have a lot of really good associations. I have lived all over the states and abroad. I have good friends, and a decent family. I have had most everything I have ever wanted in my life via my own means. I have no support outside friendships. (My friends help keep me sane and focused.)

I have a laptop, I have a nice PC, I have (had) plenty of vehicles. I have electronics up to my ears. I have always had a place to rest my bones.

I have found many people whom I respect and love. I have also made my fair share of enemies in my day. I am respected by those whom I respect.

I have served my country as both a Marine and a Civilian.

I have not won all the battles in my life, but I have won all the wars. Life has been challenging, but I have seen it through.

I have a son, and my former wife makes a good mother, and I have remained friends with her over the years. I am happy with the man who is father to my son.

As the years go on, I feel stronger than ever before. The wisdom I have gained helps guide me along with each step.

I may not be happy with how well I did with all the goals I set for myself. But I achieved them.

For all my struggles I have acheived all I have ever wanted.

I kind of wish I had done better at most, but I don't regret it. It has served to define me.

Next stage of my life is as follows:

Finish up out here, go back to the states, get a decent paying job to keep bills paid. Find a place to live and transportation. Gather that in which I have built up. Dig in a bit, attain stability. Make new goals once I have sight of the battlefeild.