Friday Feb 27, 2004

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*listening to "art is hard" ~CURSIVE

punk rock with cello. (swoon)

and it sounds super sweet on my new kick ass speakers.

smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile

MUST clean.

today has been an interesting rollercoaster of feeling completely exhausted and then insanely hyper. oiy.

i'm starting to get a little tired of riding the bus. blah. people are stupid. and they smell.

next up. bjork: greatest hits.
consuela:
yes, bjork!
and hey, when are we gonna hang??
DAMMIT!
mothra:
I just moved a block from my work because the bus sucked and my car is done (it smells too). I hope life is going well. smile

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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grrrrrr. i get home and no power. freaked out justin. left my baby a message. *sigh*

stupid stupid stupid. no money and stupid.

the little green man in my head is calling me names. FUCK!

god i feel like a loser. an irresponsible fucktard that's completely unattractive.

jesus. who let's their power get turned off?

this is just a rant. i'm going to attempt sleep...
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jora:
What the Hell? You LET the power go off? Baby!! Why didn't you call my home phone and tell me instead of leaving it on my cell? I guess I'll just talk to you tomorrow. Have a nice night.


Edited to say: Weird. You went back and read my poetry? What posessed you? LOL.

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consuela:
we need to hang out, dooder!! it's been a long time. we should go to the library tommorrow. yes, this is what i think.

Saturday Feb 21, 2004

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so sorry about not updating in awhile but a nasty ol-porn virus stole my internet away. so i'll be updating periodically on my friend's system.

but i'll be back soon...and in style thanks to a certain somebody. smile much love!!!!

love love love
kiss kiss kiss

wore new skirt to the grocery store. it's super comfy. yay!

bbq chicken and movies. a perfect way to end the night. sigh. miss my baby....
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jora:
Hmm. Nice gun pics. You're right. I like them. biggrin
cheshire:
Porn virus... hmmm... almost sounds like an std... for a computer.

Sunday Feb 15, 2004

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yay for friends who support my crossdressing habits with nice black work-skirts. too bad i can't actually wear it to the office. although i do find it pretty funny that my supervisor came really close to calling me a "good girl" the other day. hmmm. maybe had something to do with the fact that i have dozens of flowers on my desktop. gift of affection...
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consuela:
where is your piano?????

Friday Feb 06, 2004

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in case anyone has, still is, or will be reading www.dieselsweeties.com

I AM TEN NINJAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow. i feel better already.
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consuela:
ninja death strike force of dooom!!
jora:
Someone needs to UPDATE THEIR JOURNAL. Hmm. *lick*

Tuesday Feb 03, 2004

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*wakes up*

*looks around*

woah. i know kung fu.

new profile pic with new trenchcoat coming soon. you have been warned.
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moniker42:
I have a black belt in haiku.
ateyoursoul:
i know tu jitz su. watch yout. i'll teach ya though.

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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freshly lipsticked and shamed from my little encounter with the gate guard i came back and set to my next task; cleaning my filthy retched apartment....naked and with all the windows open. i started with the dishes since i hate doing them the most. i put my jukebox on and scrubbed....wincing as the hot water occasionally splashed onto my bare skin. i let myself sway...
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ateyoursoul:
wow, brian. i wouldn't mind being YOUR slave!
mamabunny:
I like your pictures.

kiss love

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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I AM SHIT.

i am completely unworthy of any love, respect, or pleasure. my back is made to break for the convienance and cruel whims of my mistress. i have stepped over the line and deserve to be stripped of my pride (along with my clothes and my masculinity) every day...24/7 in the public's eye along with my friends, family, and collegues. this is my...
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jora:
Sweet Baby,

Yes, you are shit now, but you will grow with me. I promise you that. I see great potential in you. You no longer have to feel completely empty, for I will fill you. You are not alone anymore. We have found one another stumbling through each of our isolated darknesses and met in the middle to find a mutual understanding of what we need.

I judge your actions and obedience, but I do not judge your soul. I will tear you apart and put you back together again, and you will meet your true self in the midst of that battle. I will cage you and set you free. I will break you and care for you. We have a symbiosis of the like of which you have never dreamed possible. You are my property and my gift to you is my acceptance of every part of you - talents and flaws, creativity and weakness.

Hold on tight. The journey has begun.
consuela:
ooh, she got you in da gripsssss!

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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hell hath no fury like a mistress disobeyed. i found this out to my dismay and shame as i returned home after a night with another girl. i had foolishly cast her off, taking her time, her seriousness, her pleasure for granted. never again.

graciously she allowed me a second chance to prove that i really was her property. she granted me a small taste...
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Tuesday Jan 20, 2004

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my mouse is still sticky smile

work went by quickly today which was nice. my friends miss me....i've been um...distracted lately. yeah.

ok favorite animes:

ranma 1/2
cowboy bebop
ghost in the shell
chobits
haibane renmei
serial experiments: lain
oooo that one with the battle android who becomes a maid...MAHOROMATIC!

yay.
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jora:
Sticky mouse, eh? I wonder how that happened...
lane:
dood.. I swear I saw someone who looked exactly like you at this hippied-out music festival the other day that I had a gig at. it was crazy.

anyways... hi! kiss yay for ranma 1/2 and Ghost In the Shell.

Monday Jan 19, 2004

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just ate chinese buffet with coworker so my intestines are grumbling with the excess of it all. oof. shrimp, five kinds of chicken, vegetables, and ooo.

not much going on. blah. starting to take more interest in sg again. kinda pissed that i missed the burlesque tour. sadly no car means no show. oh well. i've managed to save lots of money. yay! i've decided...
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jora:
Be nervous...be VERY nervous.

kiss
jora:
I called you at wk today and you were not available. How very disappointing. Grrr. How ever will you make it up to me? I guess you'll find out later.

I hope you've taken care of that telephone problem...

*Smack on your ass*

Sunday Jan 18, 2004

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smoking.....(SIGH) i miss smoking.

am talking to my femme fatale again. the nervousness is fading and we are sliding in and around each other in a most delightful way. it's almost scary how soon i long for her kitten-with-a-whip voice.
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jora:
Sorry, that was not my writing. It was a quote from something. Although, I am feeling inspired lately to write. Gee, I wonder why.....

Can you empty the garbage again....? Insert evil laughter here...
jora:
No...LOL...we are not ignoring the phone. I was just answering your post. Want me to call?

....More evil laughter here....I'm just feeling kind of evil tonight...go figure.

Grrrr.
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