rago

search is on for the perfect girl, I know there is no such thing since it's really just an ideal. I just want some one close to my ideal girl. I find that I like the girls I can't have. I will project all the things I would want in a girl on to the girls I can't have. I meet a girl and get to know her nothing serious then you have a boyfriend or what ever that would not alow this to work out.... well you are the perfect girl now. Somehow I will put all my effort in to this person because they would be perfect for me if only I could... but it's all my doing, because after this is all done or I move on to the next one they are just holding my dream alive that this girl that embodies all that I think I want is out there. So the search is still on.................