ragirocks79

Thanks Ragi !!

Your so sweet, it is not that I am sad, more that I just feel frustrated. Life is sometimes 2 steps forward and then one step back. I didn't mean to sound so complaining, really just venting, it is annoying to see my 'peer group' so far behind me and I feel so totally alienated half the time, I had to grow up fast and while I dont regret a single day, life has really been wonderful in so many ways, I do feel saddened by the attitudes of the youth around me sometimes. Some ppl have no idea how good they have it. Believe me I do though, I did what you said yesterday, even before I read it, I spent the morning with a pot of tea and a sunny spot outside and focused in why life was good and the steps necc to correct this whole work situation. Hopefully by this time next month I will be down to just one job. The real problem is that I am a workaholic, and freak out if I am not working alot, but now I am starting to look at school as work, and it counts as a job. I am going to have to work for the grades this quarter, but like we say here in Guhgah, 'I ain't scired'. Thanks for being such a ray of sunshine !!

D.

Thanks