So I haven't posted in 20 days or so.... And well its because I ahve been busy. I have another party comming up Jul 12th, I help with USC 7,
( http://www.uscevents.com ) Then I met a person I liked, learned her background, felt like I was in some odd ball action movie plot and she was gone. Then I ewas morning her.ANd now I wma still sad but trying to keep it together cause I think she will come back... I want her to come back.
My money, my party, As I lost $2000 on the last party I am happy to announce that I cannot loose that much on this one. Infact at best I can loose only $1500 heheheh which WILL STILL SUCK!!!
People around me are all drama freaks right now, their imaginations are running wild so I am closing down into myself... IT is time to let some friends go. I have already stopped hanging out wiht all my gay frineds.. man queens can be freaky. And their drama has been too much for me.
I need to let a few close frined slide some distance too, they are too dependent on me. THey need their own lives and I need to have space again that is mine. I need my own room back and my house to have my stuff around it and my after parties to have my friends at it. Not the strays my "guests" bring home.
It is nice when its just me and Ken (my actual room mate) and It will be nice when it is that way again.
God I hope people go to my next party.
Travis
( http://www.uscevents.com ) Then I met a person I liked, learned her background, felt like I was in some odd ball action movie plot and she was gone. Then I ewas morning her.ANd now I wma still sad but trying to keep it together cause I think she will come back... I want her to come back.
My money, my party, As I lost $2000 on the last party I am happy to announce that I cannot loose that much on this one. Infact at best I can loose only $1500 heheheh which WILL STILL SUCK!!!
People around me are all drama freaks right now, their imaginations are running wild so I am closing down into myself... IT is time to let some friends go. I have already stopped hanging out wiht all my gay frineds.. man queens can be freaky. And their drama has been too much for me.
I need to let a few close frined slide some distance too, they are too dependent on me. THey need their own lives and I need to have space again that is mine. I need my own room back and my house to have my stuff around it and my after parties to have my friends at it. Not the strays my "guests" bring home.
It is nice when its just me and Ken (my actual room mate) and It will be nice when it is that way again.
God I hope people go to my next party.
Travis
synnove:
that. was so funny. you poor dear though!