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FUCK HER!

Fuck her and her race and her existence. Because I don't get it.
She said to loose her number, she said not to call her and she said loose her e-mail addy. I did, but campaigning against me, WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!!

Stupid girls all of them.

I wouldn't sleep with her, and I am sorry it hurt her. And I am...
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absurd6:
going to the baltic tomorrow?
freckle:
girls are fucked up. relationships too.
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So. here is Monday. My tooth is gone bad. And I want to got to the dentist. But I can't... and why?

Because I lost everything.

I started Friday with a little over $1000. I went home to Walla, cleaned up the club rented sound gear.. .paid an engineer.... I got the turn tables set up, gathered my staff... Set up this huge wall movie...
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absurd6:
Thats a hell of a story.

Money comes and goes, but making a difference lasts forever. sounds to me like you were giving something great to a comunity. Its great to know theres someone who can see past themselves and see how what they do makes a difference to others.

Baltic room on tuesdays? Ill probably see ya there some time. so in your profile pic, your one of the Kitten eaters right? Ill look for ya!

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blueeyedangel:
i was friends with a dude who threw parties for a living. They werent raves though, he started out renting a legion hall or some ballroom, and made it an 18+ to get in and 21 to drink but he also ran the security, some big friends and hired 2 off duty cops, and everyone had a good time.

After about a year of those he went to a bar that was a cowboy bar on the edge of our downtown. They werent doing very well as the city didnt have many cowboys so they had nothing to lose when my friend offered to throw a 18 and older night during the week. He promoted the shit out of it with fliers at highschools community colelges and radio ads they brought in 1000 the first week.

Half way thru the night the owner went out and printed fliers himself for the next week and cut out my friend as he didnt have a contract. (That place is still packing the kids in everyweek since they arent in residential area they can stay open an hour after they stop serving alchohol and the other bars close)

My friend then went to the club Prince owned at the time called glam slam and did same thing but had a written contract this time. He made out like a king by taking at least half the door I think and all he did was promote the night so he had little cost other than kinkos and some bar rush radio ads, and an ad in the weekly alt paper that ran all the ifo for shows and bars etc. He was still able to help some friends get wristbands as he was one who purchased them.
He couldnty get a liquor license cause the cops knew him from his illegal party days so he got a partner and decided to run his own bar twice. First time he picked a partner who liked to go to the casino so they didnt make much money. The second partner was a silent partner and basicaly he broke even.

It was the glam slam years that provided him cash to start buying rental property now he doesnt have to throw parties. Since we have had record years in real estate the last 10 years his net worth is sky high.

anyways dont worry keep at it, the dude I knew wasnt the smartest or most well connected person actually he was sorta a geek but he worked his ass off and never gave up. He always knew like you do that kids need somewhere to go other than to movie theater, tapping into it is a goldmine.
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"I can't handle the devil inside he's my friend he keeps me company..."

I am so doomed. I feel doom every morning. Some people say they feel doom but do they really... I can't believe they al do I can't believe anyone else could wake up each day with this feeling and make through the day... It is self imposed. It is like my friends...
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fractal:
Ever watch Space Invader Zim? Grr sings a doom song.
freckle:
maybe you should have invited us to your party... you might have had better luck in the cool people department.

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I have always been invisible... It's just how it is... My own other dosen't remember the my birthdate correctly.
I use to spend hours in my room alone. All the until I was fifteen and was put into foster care.. Then I spent time alone in other peoples rooms.

I feel alon no matter how many friends I have. It sucks to be alone... Even...
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synnove:
haha that's hilarious about the raccoon eyes. not so much about the mom part though tongue

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ack and sorry about that, my cat just stepped on my keyboard, haha.

and yeaah fuck everyone! apply at marvel comics! good luck kiss
hel:
guess you didn't get around to being a copycat, i rolled a d20 to see if you would copy.... i was right tongue

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So I am throwing a party in Walla Walla... just like old times... cept I am completely paniced and the costs are gettign outrages.
http://webbwerx.homeip.net
I have three floors in this building to worrior about THREE FLOORS with stairs between thenm and halls... I am doomed.. I have thrown parties before but not with THREE FLOORS... I have no idea how to handle them yet.....
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I hate mornings before work. I hate my job. Everyone at my job hates me. I spend each day wondering why they havent found a reason to fire me yet. I want to finish this novel but I am too tired when I get home. I am so exhausted. I stopped caring and decided to give up calling the record people back. Screw them! I...
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blueeyedangel:
Have you heard of the movie Big Bad Love? if not go and rent it.

Dunno why but maybe you'll understand those two girls more then. If not at lest it may make you feel better about life... sure made me feel better about mine.

Saying "grow up" is like saying "damn it ! Stop fucking around and wasting your gifts cause if I had them I would be so muchmore successful than I am now.

Usually they are just jealous but they are also usually right about stop fucking around part ...

nothing wrong about writing your novel when your fifty if you want to but dont put it just to prove yourself right and them wrong. that doesnt make sense sorry I am really tired.

I mean i wish I had some friends that cared enough to kick me in my ass when they thought I needed it.
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I tutor high school advanced English composition, last night my pride of a student received the Gates scholarship. Its a full five year ride to her choice of universities. I am so proud. She read her epic poem last night an hour and a half long. Her mother cried and hugged me, and her teachers thanked me. Then several college professors came and asked me...
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louise:
that is really fucking awesome! dreams DO come true, i see smile
freckle:
you don't keep copies! i keep a copy of everything i've ever designed. even fliers. trust me it's a lot. but worth it.
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My best friend Andy is coming over tonight. He and I have been friends a long time. We are in a band together. We have destroyed many a god things, fought over girls (he always wins)

I was thinking about how long I have known him and its been nearly 10 years. I realized that all my friends I have are friends I have had...
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I don't think any one reads this so its kinda nice, however the idea that some one I don't know may read this, is kind fun too.

Robot parade sucked, it ended with one friend in the hospital and two in jail... All their own fault however their drama made for a bad night. I am going to try to forget about it.

Several things...
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synnove:
thank you for the lovely comment on my set smile
synnove:
i think you win for most original imaginary friend story. thanks for sharing smile kiss
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I have never known what I wanted to do with my life. I am getting older and it seems to be a pressing issue now. Like I have to make some kind of decision. I have done so many things and liked them. And it seems there are so many opportunities for me. I have a band which my get a record deal. I have...
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freckle:
you could be a crazy freaky party adult. not like i'd know... but it sounds fun.
raged44:
those old guys who always stand in the kitchen who look like they have done just a tad too much, and dress like they are thirteen freak me out.
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So I met with the entertainment management guy the other night. He si real agressive and though I act real tough in front of him he scares the shit out of me in a a way. You see he is serious. And I dont' knwo if I am. I just made music cause I got tired of writing.

He says he thinks we have a...
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raged44:
It is under musik on the tab in the upper right corner... Andy handles the web page because he has decided that he is a master of HTML....hehe *snicker..* I love ego.. Anyways the little files are samples we use. I have no idea why they are on the page and I am afraid to ask becuase the answer may confues me... but the larger files are songs. Pumpn' straight, grind, trippn' daze are teh three we are going ot the the studio to make for real in the next couple of weeks. THe others will be made again too, but those three are all single potention the guy at the meeting said. Heeheh I hope you come back and read this message and go look at our music.. their is also a video of us. I am the fat one the publicist put in a orange cap and bright blue shirt.

freckle:
i'd love to say thank you...

but i've never heard you tear