ragdolly13

Last night I felt a lot of weird feelings all tied together. I am on Progesterone. I spent a year and a half going to a doctor who did not believe what was going on with me was hormonal. The amount of emotional damage this has done in my life is far too large to measure. I finally went to a doctor who listened to me and put me on the progesterone. It now feels like I have been given parts of my life back. It is hard to explain. I feel more sexual, more feminine, more physical. I had an orgasm last night that was the most intense , physically and emotionally, that I have ever had in my life. I spent a year and a half not getting off, not feeling like I really wanted anything sexual on a regular basis. I got so mad last night. I felt anger at having a year and a half of quality of life stolen. More than anything it made me feel so much more grateful for when these things do happen. I guess what I am getting at is do not take for granted sex and all the aspects in your life it is linked to.