Some days I really hate my life. I had a pow-wow at work the other day talking about my "two year plan" for the store. I can honestly say I can not be there for that long. There isnt much room to move up much less make the kind of money I need to make to live. I have been trying to figure out how to make things work with the one person I really want them to work with. The universe is making it an uphill battle to be in the one relationship that has been mentally stable. Its a first for me and thats why i want to be in that relationship. So,I am here on a web journal that I know no one reads. Which is safe because then the anti-forces won't be able to tap into it. Either way I hope eventually things will be able to be how I really hope they can be.
