raffertie

I'm getting so many ideas for sets and I'm messing around more on photoshop to get practice on there and everything. There's one idea that I really want to shoot ASAP, but i promised myself I wouldn't until I knew I would be pink from it. I honestly don't see that happening until I lose the weight. Which is a bummer. But that's the way it is.
All of my joints have been bugging me lately. I'm not sure if I should be worried yet or not. My knees especially. I think it's because I walk the entire day at work as well as to and from and the whole day is spent walking on the conrete floor of the stockroom with dress shoes (aka dress code shoes). My supervisor has been there 10 years and has had to have 2 knee surguries. But ly left wrist hurts sometimes too and it's really hard to type this because my fingers aren't moving like they are supposed to. If that and the wrist affect my piano playing I will be devastated.
I'm also going deaf in my left ear.

I'm falling apart.

If this whole thing is degenerative then I want to have a kid now so that I can have a few years to run around with them and play.

Perhaps I should see a doc...