should i have to ask my fiance to fucking clean up after himself?
no, i don't think so.
he is a grown man.
so why is it that i end up cleaning everything?
he leaves so much shit around. wrappers, cups, even q-tips.
i took out a ton of garbage the other day cause he wouldn't fucking ever do it.
I had to take 8 bags of trash and left 2 for him to take out.
HE STILL HASN'T FUCKING DONE IT!!!!!
its been like 3 weeks!
he works earlier in the day than i do and works less hours. IMO he should be the one doing the majority of the housework. not me. I'm the one working 40 hours a week and driving another half hour both ways to get there. I'm the one working out and trying to not to gain the weight back. All he does is eat McDonald's the whole time he is at work. He's gained so much weight. Like 40 lbs in the past couple months just from working there and eating there so much. He doesn't care. I think it's cause he gets to go to bed with someone who's promised not to leave him and who is at least trying to keep themselves looking good.
And then my fucking dumb ass computer keeps being retarded. For some stupid reason the comp isn't reading my cam. it keeps saying its not plugged in, but it is. The comp is just running super fucking slow in general. I keep having to restart it.
Work has been going shitty. I wish i worked with more guys cause they are less dramatic. None of the guys spread rumors about how i steal sales and designer shoes. I'll be sad when Brandon leaves, but happy cause I'll have his job, and Megan will soooo pissed, cause she'll have to answer to me. She thinks she's getting his job. But I'm the one making signs, training people, answer questions, keeping the department looking good, ordering shoes for us, going to shoe repair. all she does is bitch about how her bf sleeps with a chick half her age and how she doesn't want to dump him because she 'loves' him. She's a fucking meth head.
i feel like i do all this work and no one appreciates it at all. I don't even have time to draw or write music anymore. Let alone even play the piano as much as i want. I'm only 18 and i already feel like I've wasted my life.
im just really fucking frustrated.
no, i don't think so.
he is a grown man.
so why is it that i end up cleaning everything?
he leaves so much shit around. wrappers, cups, even q-tips.
i took out a ton of garbage the other day cause he wouldn't fucking ever do it.
I had to take 8 bags of trash and left 2 for him to take out.
HE STILL HASN'T FUCKING DONE IT!!!!!
its been like 3 weeks!
he works earlier in the day than i do and works less hours. IMO he should be the one doing the majority of the housework. not me. I'm the one working 40 hours a week and driving another half hour both ways to get there. I'm the one working out and trying to not to gain the weight back. All he does is eat McDonald's the whole time he is at work. He's gained so much weight. Like 40 lbs in the past couple months just from working there and eating there so much. He doesn't care. I think it's cause he gets to go to bed with someone who's promised not to leave him and who is at least trying to keep themselves looking good.
And then my fucking dumb ass computer keeps being retarded. For some stupid reason the comp isn't reading my cam. it keeps saying its not plugged in, but it is. The comp is just running super fucking slow in general. I keep having to restart it.
Work has been going shitty. I wish i worked with more guys cause they are less dramatic. None of the guys spread rumors about how i steal sales and designer shoes. I'll be sad when Brandon leaves, but happy cause I'll have his job, and Megan will soooo pissed, cause she'll have to answer to me. She thinks she's getting his job. But I'm the one making signs, training people, answer questions, keeping the department looking good, ordering shoes for us, going to shoe repair. all she does is bitch about how her bf sleeps with a chick half her age and how she doesn't want to dump him because she 'loves' him. She's a fucking meth head.
i feel like i do all this work and no one appreciates it at all. I don't even have time to draw or write music anymore. Let alone even play the piano as much as i want. I'm only 18 and i already feel like I've wasted my life.
im just really fucking frustrated.
same thing with my husband
i'm trying so hard to shed some lbs, and he brings home fast food!!! he paints all night instead of working out!! hes gained some weight. of course i still love him
it was nice talking to you. see you in 6 days <3