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johnnyu:
I REALLY like it.... but then, how can u mess up a masterpiece!!!!! Just don't get THIS kinda look...





biggrin biggrin kiss biggrin biggrin
skullgrid:
oh HERRO!!! biggrin
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So I start as a Supervisor at Spencer's on Monday. I'm so excited that I don't have to hide all of my tattoo's and my hair can be what ever color of the rainbow I so choose. smile

I'm so glad to be home. My stress level has gone down dramatically. I'm not crying every day, and I don't...
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johnnyu:
That's great! Ull make a great supervisor... u can supervise me anytime, as long as ur wearing leather!! Seriously, u shouldn't have to hide ur tattoos or ur hair color. Besides, more tattoos get covered up, more that body gets covered up and that's just not good for mankind in general.
Glad the stress level and crying is down. That is the antithesis of the Rae of Sunshine!
LOL on the ass ton! We got slammed too. In fact im off to use these...



Glad to see ur mojo back and don't take any prisoners!
skullgrid:
well... shitty about the no contact, but it goes that way oftentimes. yay on the rest!!!!
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im feeling frisky.

come do dirty things to me.

like all night long.

wink

i want you to come home and not even make it to the bedroom rough sex.
like on the kitchen table or against the wall.
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ilooklikesatan:
Quickly! Someone! This lady needs to get laid! STAT!
johnnyu:
Hmmmm.... Ure standing in the middle of the room. U look over ur shoulder and start to walk away in a sultry manner. I watch u walking from behind and i start to get more and more turned on. The curves of ur body start to cause stirrings deep inside me. I follow u from behind and i gently circle u in my arms, my hips pressing up against ur magnificent ass from behind. My hands reach gently for those magnificent breasts. When I cup them its like a jolt of electricity through my entire body, the touch of ur breasts, ur perfect nipples, standing erect. We keep moving together and seek out a love bed, the couch, hell anything, our passion doesnt care. We hungrily rip the outer clothes off each other.

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I feel more bad about not feeling bad about the break-up.

Make sense?

I've been having crazy fun the past week being home. Interview for a supervisor position at Spencer's this week. I've seen so many people.



SO glad to be home!

you guys should message me on aim sometime

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skullgrid:
i was just about to and you signed off tongue
johnnyu:
U feel what u feel and no use feeling bad about what u feel!!! Does THAT make sense? Hmmmmm, maybe u can explain it to me!!! LOL
Hey, enjoy being home, being with friends, moving on and don't worry about the past!!! Pretty soon there will be a brand new line up of admirers around the block to get a chance with a rayof_sunshone!!!!





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i left mark.

well more or less we called things off and i moved home.

im not sure how i feel right now but i do know im not crying or anything half as much as i thought i would.
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johnnyu:
Just remember........




Hang in there, hun, and keep that chin up.... anyone who catches this raeof_sunshine will be blessed.
Just in case u need it, here's a hug...
(((((raeof_sunshine)))))
azueleod:
Well I hope this he;ps you out....It always makes me laugh when I need it. Just remember that the dude in the white shirt is blindfolded...


hmmm. didn't seen to work so I'll add it to my video list
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viking:
rawr x2
happy holidays! x
momills:
I've been busy over Xmas & New Year so its really my first chance to say "Happy New Year"

Luck Mark lol.

Stay safe, stay cool kiss
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"What ethnic background are you?"

I can't believe how many times I've been asked that since I've moved here. I don't look any different than "normal" people. I am not obivously black, or Spanish so everytime I get asked that it makes me wonder how much of a freak I look like to these people. I'm almost 70% (ish) German...
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skullgrid:
hahaha, ahhhhh Oktoberfest how i miss thee. i am also of partly German descent and the town my mother grew up in, Kitchener (which was previously named Berlin i might add) has a HUGE Oktoberfest celebration every year, complete with parade. i live very far from it now, sadly.

another funny thing about being German: those lightning bolt tattoos i have are often misconstrued as being neo-nazi symbols. i've gotten so sick of being asked about it that any more, when ppl do ask, i just reply "well, i AM german" tongue

too easy to fuck with people sometimes wink
taegan:
Though I've never (at least if memory serves me) been out right asked, I think people are just more intrigued to know more about you. It isn't necessarily looks, but maybe they just want to get to know some of your history. Looking at it from a historical stance, this country is just one huge "melting pot" of ethnicity. So unless you just got off the boat, than yeah..it's curious. I'm a bit of a geneology freak myself and a history major so this stuff is fascinating to me. Looking at me, for example, you might not know that i'm a quarter black and Native American, because my looks are predominately Irish and German. Anyways, if I haven't already bored you, thank you sooo much for the lovely comment on my set and have a good holiday! wink biggrin
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Pirates are stealing ships over yonder. Really that's pretty rad, I mean the afraid for your life thing isn't but seriously? Pirates? I bet everyone is thinking of the Hollywood pirates, I wish they had a myspace so I could lurk at thier pics.

I had a dream about my finacee's dead father and calling frogs Kumkwats, isn't thata fruit? And...
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skullgrid:
sorry to hear about the back hun. i'm rootin for ya.

since we're telling lame jokes wink ... what did Cinderella do when she got to the ball?



a friend of mine got nicknamed Kumkwat when he got caught jerking off in the bathroom at an 8th grade party. true story.

shannonmarie:
Thanks for your coment on my set Suger Rush !!! How are you doing? smile smile smile
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skullgrid:
well you're right about me. things are just kinda... ambiguous on the relationship front.
shannonmarie:
hehe and it is very good
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Some days I don't want to talk..I want to fuck.

I don't want to lay with you...I want to fuck.

I don't want to ask about your day and listen to you complain..I want to fuck.

Shut up and drop your pants.


(I promise I'm a really caring girl but seriously, I just want to bang everything at...
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ilooklikesatan:
I hear ya...
paxton:
gorgeous green eyes......just fuck, sometimes is all I want too..... smile
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Okay so here it is, after everything that's happened to me this time around I'm seriously considering that there actually may be some kind of God. I know, don't yell at me but my whole life I didn't believe in Him but there are some reasons to why I haven't. Who takes the mother of two very small children, a...
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skullgrid:
i have no idea what to say.

i certainly haven't survived any near-tragedies to that extent to alter my perspective in any significant way... and religion was more or less forced on me until my teenage years, at which point i rebelled against it rather vehemently...

these days, my beliefs i think are more based in karma than anything else, i.e. the more good you do, the more good will happen to you. i feel like i've been pretty lucky in some ways and although i can occasionally be an asshole, i also feel like i'm generally pretty good to most people. who knows.

my view on the idea of any type of higher power is like this: some people NEED faith, something outside themselves to believe in. if that gets you through, then great. more power to you. for me personally, i figure: if there's anything after this life, i'll find out about it when this life ends. but i don't want to waste time or oppourtunities in THIS life in favor of worrying about the next one... if that makes sense.

believe in yourself and be as good as you can to others.

so if i apply that to you, i;d say you must've done some pretty amazing things in your life to be as blessed and as lucky as you are now smile
paxton:
I have believed both ways. I guess I'm just cynical now that I'm older.
What ever you what to believe is good. You can only answer the question
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so i finally went back to work. i was so excited; then i got there and thought i was going to die haha! three hours later i left went to physical therapy and slept the rest of the day. nice huh?


i think its hilarious that starbucks went down 97% in profit; that's what happens when you have 100 stores in a three block...
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catagogo:
poor starbucks. er, i guess, not really.
you look cute!
skullgrid:
i was wondering how long it would take you to realize that would make a stellar profile pic wink