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Been outta commission for a few days everyone... Our internet at my place here has been down due to our server being on the fritz. I should be back now for most of the next few days... or at least until our real server gets fixed.

Hope you are all doin well. Nothing much going on really lately.... just a lot of irrational thinking and...
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nicolelee:
J-
i may not know details of anything thats "getting the better of your intelligent mind," but thats not what is necessary at this point. last night assured me that we are 2 of the same mold and that i can read you as well as you can read me. its a shame that we cant take our own advice.
that there are things and emotions that we both have absolutely no capability of feeling, especially when it comes to an outlet for panic and distress. we are unable to focus on ourselves and putting ourselves first.
you have always been a vital part in my sanity while im here in a strange land. checking on you last night after your chugging from the Patron bottle, taking off your shoes, letting you know that "i've been there too" is nothing but honesty and genuine adoration that i have for you. you mean so much to me, and seeing you ache makes ME ache. simply because we ARE both from the same mold. i know you would do that same for me.
i need you to believe that i am here for you. that my thoughts are linear with yours, and whatever you may need at whatever time... i'm more than willing and capable to offer you whatever it is that your heart desires.
remember: "two lost souls swimmin' in a fish bowl, year after year..."

all my love,
niki lee.
sunshine_n_paco:
We just wanted to say 'we love ya, dude' love

and from me...my favorite quote that I don't know how to spell...
"Que ser a' ser a' " Whatever will be will be.

Good times last night. wink you can chug from the patron bottle any time you want biggrin

talk to ya later
che and dave
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Holy inactivity batman!

I haven't done anything with this in so long.... i feel like a fucking slacker. tongue

Hope you are all doing ok out there.

I guess the only reason i haven't written anything lately is because i really haven't had much to say... and i guess i still don't.

Oh, i guess i could say this: I need money... badly. I had to...
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lindsayloo:
YO KID! kiss
sunshine_n_paco:
Thanks for not kicking me out last night....I'm a drunken embarassment! smile I do that once every year or two. But like any bipolar...."I SURE AM HAPPY TODAY"....and it'll last me then next year or so. So hopefully I didn't make too big a fool of myself....(i wouldn't know...since its all a blur)
surreal
Anyway
Hope you guys can come over Sunday and hang out.....
Hey, it'll be a free day/night of drinking biggrin
and a hell of a lot of fun!
We'll give ya a call (or a text if Dave can figure it out) if we don't see you tonight at the bar.

xoxo
Che
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I suppose ill make this semi-brief. I've decided to try and not be so damn long winded about things... tongue

Sorry to all of you who were counting on me being at Bento this evening. My reason for not showing is three fold really.
1)Money- spent way too much at my Xmas party
2)Health- Wasn't really feeling on the up and up actually... frown
3)Mentality- Can't really...
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shabbydo:
I missed ya man, er well I didn't go either. I was sick. but I still missed ya man! Maybe you can stop out to Fado's on Sat?
madison:
have fun daddio!
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Hooray for money!

I actually made some scratch last night at the Gila. I'm really surprised by that considering the first week after New Years is really slow. This gives me hope of a reprise of last year when we really only slowed down the first week and stayed busy pretty much thereafter. I will definatly be ok with that. Seeing how i want to...
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Well.... The holidays have come and gone and i couldn't be happier.... there is just too much shit to do and take care of during those past few weeks. While they can be a lot of fun, and they usually are, they can also be the biggest pain in the ass. I think the tradeoff of good times and unusually high amounts of stress and...
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sunshine_n_paco:
Thanks for the hello!
We had fun last night smile
I have done nothing but spell out words in my head all day... which is so stupid because I don't even have any letters to pick from.....Im just being like poster...p...o...s...t...e...r...
monster... m.....o.....n....s.....t....e...r... but I can't stop.
But I guess what else do you do when you call in sick to work cause you're still drunk when your alarm goes off? smile heehee
Anyway, you guys should come over and shoot pool some time wink haha....no seriously....you guys should.
Anyway, we'll see ya Tuesday, if I recover by then.
tell jackie we said hi
xoxo
Sunny
sunshine_n_paco:
J
That's so funny. We had to restrain ourselves from going in there. We actually went to Bar Louie for dinner. We were like...."NO DRINKS...JUST DINNER!!"....but when we went in and sat down, Santino sent us over a round of drinks..We were like Aww Hell! But we only had a couple, and when we were leaving....we were like....Should we just go in and play 1 game? But we controlled ourselves.
And, NO.... NOT JUST POOL....we have a dart board too wink
See you guys soon.
xoxo
Che smile
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Happy New Year everyone! I hope you all have as good a time as i am going to have tonight at work....

I love working in a bar on New Years. Not only do you get to have fun and kiss people at midnight, but you can get fucked up behind the bar as well..... GOOD TIMES! biggrin

And Nicolelee, MERRY CHRISTMAS you little bitch......
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speedphreak:
Yea, I kinda figured that would be the result.....

I should probably inform my group of what I did huh? That way I'm not the only one playing against you guys.

It sounds like a lot of fun though, I thought of doing that as an activity during my SGCampout this summer anyways and then it came up as an idea in your guys' thread!
nellichaos:
happy new year to you! i bet it would be pretty sweet to work at a bar and see everyone having an awesome time!
this year was the first time that i actually went out to a bar to celebrate and it was insane...so many people, so many noisemakers, so many silly hats......... biggrin
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And things are finally starting to look up again..... Thank fucking God.

Have a good New Year if i don't post before then everyone....

J
nellichaos:
Happy New Year to you as well! Any big plans, or are you working?
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You know what? I still feel like smashing my head against the wall repeatedly....

What the fuck is wrong with me? :*(

This sucks.....

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ally:
madison:
ya know what... i know what your talking about.
have a happy new year!
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What the fuck.... im still in a major funk and it fucking sucks. frown I hate the fact that i don't know what is going to happen over the next couple of days or even the next couple of weeks. I don't like seeing my friends going through funks either or just having a general hard time with life... I really hate it when they go...
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madison:
i don't know anything about your current affairs unfortunately.
you sound like its bumming you out big time....

but HEY! your not dead! tongue
nifran:
J,
I've always been there, just when you don't need me, to meddle in your female affairs. And I'm telling you........
STOP STRESSIN'!!!!!

Damn boy you are going to drive yourself to an early grave. I've watched you do this to yourself for far too long.

But you alway know that if you ever need some, um....sagelike advice, just gimme a call smile
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Well crap...

Came home early today feeling like total ass and i gotta say that i still feel that way. It almost feels like a cross between my nerves making me sick and actually being physically sick. I'm so twisted up inside right now i just want to curl up in to a ball and pray that it goes away..... its been a very very...
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golosh:
I am sorry to hear that your not feeling good. Hope you feel beter soon frown

Dilworth