raellem

Hooray! Softball has now officially started...

Boo... our team tied and lost tonight.

Eh well, such is life right? Still, between football and softball starting, i'd have to say im pretty stoked right about now.

Conversely... What the hell is going on with me right now anyway? Im so wishy washy about some things right now it almost hurts to think about it. I seem to be waxing and waning exactly like the moon and just as quick when it comes to the issues, if that is what you would like to call them anyway, in my life. Such bullshit i tell you!

It seems like lately there are small parts of me that care, but the larger part of me remains completely apathetic. I suppose thats not really that big of a deal, i just need to find something that can occupy my time during all of it. I know im staying remarkably vague right now, but who really wants to know all of the inner workings of my life. All in all, they really aren't that big of a deal. Right now im not even sure why im venting them on to this thing. It all just seems way too angsty.

Ok, i think im done now before i make myself look like a complete ass. Perhaps thats already been accomplished though...