Tuesday Mar 15, 2005

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so last night i had one of my mild heart attacks.... i haven't had one in months... and they suck and they hurt and then i get depressed..... so now i'm depressed.... and it sucks... because today is going to be amazing and i'm gonig to feel like garbage.... i feel like crying right now... but i can't.... and my chest feels like i'm not getting air.... and i think i'll be having more episodes this month...which is horrible because i have no health insurance......and i'm already in hospital debt 20 grand...


on the plus side i did get laid this morning.... let's hope it was that ...that offset my ticker. frown confused
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eldarkinslayer:
I don't know which upsets me more , that you had a mild heart attack or that you are afraid getting laid set it off
AmyDoll is right go to the hospital, don't worry about the debt mad I hope you are wrong and it's just a pulled muscle and every thing goes just super good for you today, because you know I love you smile smile love kiss
editedc cause I cain't spel

[Edited on Mar 15, 2005 12:15PM]
coloreddreams:
Like Edenkitty, I have mitral valve prolapse as well.....I also have a systolic heart murmur that flares up....so I can definitely relate! The docs told me that they will only fix it (with open heart surgery mind you) when it gets REALLY bad!

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