I really feel this song... stirs within me roiling like the ocean...
I am very tired and me brain isn't functioning properly... hmm I haven't been this drained in ages. I've got no motivation and work ethic for my class work right now
it just sucks I'm terribly bored and my creative output class is an outright failure. I have no time to create only time for class, homework, the PO, and my meager social life... I just wish I could freeze time and just delve into a project-- of course I may never unfreeze time and sleep for that matter so I guess it's a good thing it doesn't exist.
I just want to quit school work at the PO and make art on my own time and for myself have a little apartment with my cat and snakes and just live life. School really stresses me out with all this financial crap... I'm poor and going to school is going to keep me that way-- its not that I ever expect to be living the ritz not that I want to but I just don't want to struggle day in and out like my parents and many other people I know have. What is the point of this life if all we do is work ourselves into the grave to pay bills and have stuff I can't help but feel like it's a waste of a life to just work to no end without there being some kind of fun/happiness along the way.
Something that I truly despise about the US is how obsessed it is with money, fame, and status. Why are these things so important? When did we become so shallow?
Ho hum I don't know what I'm all about or where I'm going... when you've sat in a stagnant pond for so long you start to become part of it. I don't feel like my life has really changed much since I got out of HS the only real difference is that I've got to drive to classes and I work more. My social life is only slightly improved but still lack luster and part of that is my fault and the other is where I live. I hate that I'm living with my parents and how much they leech off me but what can I do... rent here is astronomical and I've just got until December until I move.
I'm running out of stuff to say in this blog :{ I'm just tired and want to do more with my life but haven't the faintest idea how and where to start. Of everything that I'm unsure of and don't know I do want to be happy, I really do...I have to make my own happiness though.
My favorite artist, a true champion of freedom and ideas, Keith Haring
I love lions, I want to walk with them like George Adamson did-- he is my hero.
These guys are beautiful and strange, Ghost Lion Pride
This is one of my favorite blogs it is creative and beautiful, spend some time going through the pages...She is more than her thousand names....
I love mermaids... REAL mermaids scaly sirens that lured sailors to their deaths, I just like the mythology. The Mermaid
I am very tired and me brain isn't functioning properly... hmm I haven't been this drained in ages. I've got no motivation and work ethic for my class work right now
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I just want to quit school work at the PO and make art on my own time and for myself have a little apartment with my cat and snakes and just live life. School really stresses me out with all this financial crap... I'm poor and going to school is going to keep me that way-- its not that I ever expect to be living the ritz not that I want to but I just don't want to struggle day in and out like my parents and many other people I know have. What is the point of this life if all we do is work ourselves into the grave to pay bills and have stuff I can't help but feel like it's a waste of a life to just work to no end without there being some kind of fun/happiness along the way.
Something that I truly despise about the US is how obsessed it is with money, fame, and status. Why are these things so important? When did we become so shallow?
Ho hum I don't know what I'm all about or where I'm going... when you've sat in a stagnant pond for so long you start to become part of it. I don't feel like my life has really changed much since I got out of HS the only real difference is that I've got to drive to classes and I work more. My social life is only slightly improved but still lack luster and part of that is my fault and the other is where I live. I hate that I'm living with my parents and how much they leech off me but what can I do... rent here is astronomical and I've just got until December until I move.
I'm running out of stuff to say in this blog :{ I'm just tired and want to do more with my life but haven't the faintest idea how and where to start. Of everything that I'm unsure of and don't know I do want to be happy, I really do...I have to make my own happiness though.
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My favorite artist, a true champion of freedom and ideas, Keith Haring
I love lions, I want to walk with them like George Adamson did-- he is my hero.
These guys are beautiful and strange, Ghost Lion Pride
This is one of my favorite blogs it is creative and beautiful, spend some time going through the pages...She is more than her thousand names....
I love mermaids... REAL mermaids scaly sirens that lured sailors to their deaths, I just like the mythology. The Mermaid
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padre:
That was just a bad ass suggestion. And you came up with it, I hope you're proud of yourself for that cuz if I end up there I'll be saying it was you who inspired it
padre:
Here's to Radii, not just a gorgeous redhead with glasses... She's a decent career adviser ![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
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