You know those days when you wake up and with the blankets up against your chin, having not even opened your mouth to yawn you gaze around. Doesnt matter what your day plans may be, theres not a hope for you to get motivated because there is something in the air.
Almost like the excitement from the last weeek just knowing you get to leave town for the day built up and exploded. I just knew within thrity minutes of opening my eyes.
Isnt that supposed to be the moment wheneverything is kinda hazzy and nothing is supposed to make sense.
I am starting to believe, the moments in the morning when everything may appear to be as bad as it can get. Thats a preview whats to come, it may be harsh but hey.
All i know is i sat there for thirty minutes thinking about my day trip to Vancouver hunting for a jon, hunting for a new life... it turned into a hunt for reasons why Chilliwack wasnt so bad. I dont think i could ever move to Vancouver, i wouldnt be able to make it on my own, and even if i did.. i would feel sooo horibal for all the homeless people i would end up giving away everything i owned in order to better their lives.
AHAHHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
[ hehe thats why i changed my picture to the screaming one]
There is nothing i want more then to leave Chilliwack, not just because its a black hole of destruction amunst each other and ourselves. but i need a change in enviroment, ive been here for years.
AND I AM SPENT!
Almost like the excitement from the last weeek just knowing you get to leave town for the day built up and exploded. I just knew within thrity minutes of opening my eyes.
Isnt that supposed to be the moment wheneverything is kinda hazzy and nothing is supposed to make sense.
I am starting to believe, the moments in the morning when everything may appear to be as bad as it can get. Thats a preview whats to come, it may be harsh but hey.
All i know is i sat there for thirty minutes thinking about my day trip to Vancouver hunting for a jon, hunting for a new life... it turned into a hunt for reasons why Chilliwack wasnt so bad. I dont think i could ever move to Vancouver, i wouldnt be able to make it on my own, and even if i did.. i would feel sooo horibal for all the homeless people i would end up giving away everything i owned in order to better their lives.
AHAHHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
[ hehe thats why i changed my picture to the screaming one]
There is nothing i want more then to leave Chilliwack, not just because its a black hole of destruction amunst each other and ourselves. but i need a change in enviroment, ive been here for years.
AND I AM SPENT!
fusionface:
Mike Patton is the man....The eye on the back of my neck is actually a Mr. Bungle album cover. Good stuff.
hoser767:
you could allways come to langley or surry......half way between both worlds......Im Jason from surrey by the way how are you doing?