What you're doing and how you're doing it are sincerely cool and inspirational...but on the real, how you paid for it all is nobody's business but your own. It's cool that you laid it out for everyone, so long as the primary motivation to do so was to reinforce to yourself the well-deserved sense of pride in proving to yourself that you can dream up and execute a plan like this. People fixated on the finances of it all are usually just looking for a reason to not respect or support your endeavor. Maybe I'm projecting, but that shit just drives me crazy.