rachelpixiedust

My life has been consumed by work lately. And studying. It's all very boring

However ... I'm excited about Christmas. I love this time of year; I love the cold weather, the hot chocolate, the fact that I can act like a big kid. I'm curling up to watch Elf tonight to make myself feel better. I have been having an attack of the low self esteem blues lately. I get too close to guys and then get let down or rejected.

I need to be happy in myself ... I find that my happiness depends on being lusted after, flirted with, someone else's affections. I need to learn to be happy within myself rather than if I have a boy on my arm

I went to the German Christmas Markets in Manchester last week and it was a lovely day
I have almost finished my Christmas shopping ... just a few bits & bobs that I'm waiting on from ebay. I love this time of year!