rachelpixiedust

I'm not having a good day today.

The smallest things, comments, actions ... make me feel unwanted and low and upset.

I want to so, so badly to be wanted and loved. Someone to think 'wow Rach is awesome, I want to spend all my time with her' .... someone who gets butterflies when they see me and wants to text my first thing in the morning and last thing at night. The way that I find myself feeling about guys, a feeling that never seems to be reciprocated.


.. . Apologies for the cynicism. I'm not always this way, I promise. I seem to be having a bad week :/