I've been a religious followers and supporter of all things suicide girls. I remember like it was yesterday, purchasing the beauty redefined hardcover, my SG t shirt and being a member for some time now. I've tried over and over and over and over some more to work with SG girls and hopefuls to create amazing sets but I can't seem to get anywhere with it. And it's beyond frustrating. I would question my talent, skill, sanity etc. like am i good or not, am i likeable? I've asked every question known and I still can't figure out why NO SUICIDE GIRL WANTS TO SHOOT WITH ME. Quite frankly it' hurts. Like something that i feel so passionate about, a place my work might fit in. I can't shoot glamour cuz I'm a lil to artistic for it, I can't shoot fashion cuz I can't afford all the hair makeup and clothes, and editorials are the one thing I can shoot that fit in a mainstream category. But the esthetic that SG SHOWCASES is what I'm beyond good at. Capturing beauty as it was Intented, with a splash of spice and sexy. I just want opportunity, no hand outs, nothing for free, idk I'm done
It was just something that was really bugging me
