Today pretty much sucked... I spent all day putting out advertisements everywhere I could think of. I have no big jobs going on right now which means too much time on my hands and lots of stress for someone like me who worries about everything.. I mean I'm ok right now, but I need to be thinking about the next few months down the road so I'll stay ok. Having your own business can really be stressful at times! I had to write off over $2,500 that was owed to me by non-paying clients. This really sucks!
Aside from the worries of work.. NOTHING has gone right today! I'm going fucking crazy! I haven't been this stressed out in months! I'm an idiot, I almost spent the night with my ex, which would have been really stupid! Feeling stressed out and lonely can make people do a lot of dumb things.. I'm just lucky I didn't give in.. Today is one of those days where if booze still worked for me, I'd drink a bottle of jack daniels and go to bed.. Oh well, hopefuly tomorrow will be better.
Aside from the worries of work.. NOTHING has gone right today! I'm going fucking crazy! I haven't been this stressed out in months! I'm an idiot, I almost spent the night with my ex, which would have been really stupid! Feeling stressed out and lonely can make people do a lot of dumb things.. I'm just lucky I didn't give in.. Today is one of those days where if booze still worked for me, I'd drink a bottle of jack daniels and go to bed.. Oh well, hopefuly tomorrow will be better.