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Sometimes I think I'll never get back to anything that resembles a regular sleep schedule..

So today was a really bad ADD day!! I thought I was taking the whole week off, but instead I am working from home all week.. It's harder to concentrate on work when you live on a sailboat with an excellent view. Today I would work for like 15 minutes, start daydreaming, go to SG, go back to work for a while, repeat.. ad infinitum! I think I finished 4 pages of the website today.. not very productive.. Oh well..

I was telling a friend of mine what my new years resolution was and I got laughed at! I guess there is not much faith in me quitting smoking... FUCKHEAD! I'll show him! If I can make it thru the first 3 days or so, I should be fine. As it is, I only smoke when I go out or when it's late at night I'll sometimes sit on the deck of my boat and smoke one. I'm just tired of being dependant on things like cigarettes.. It has taken me months to cut down as much as I have! It will be nice to have the full use of my lungs back! I really hope I don't turn into one of those horrible anti-smoking fuckheads that used to piss me off all the time..

I was going to make another resolution and quit drinking again, but that's too big a step right now.. maybe later on in the year..

Well, my head is still all over the place and it's not getting any more clear while I sit here in front of the computer so I think it's time to go for a walk.