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Ah, it rained in the morning yesterday. Wonderful, a nice drizzle with a solid sky. i had surgery yesterday, and had almost no sleep the night before. i was quite nervous and fell asleep in the hospital a couple of times. i dont even remember how they did GA on me because i was already unconscious. i woke up after the surgery with a killer migraine. Not one of those i get on many of my mornings, much much worse. i was in a hospital where they cant make things dark and cant stop the incessant and very loud beeps from this machine or that. Ended up with my head over a bag and was given and prescribed medicine for nausea, which made me feel tons better. Also slept after the surgery and they put a second IV in. When it was drained i eventually woke up without a headache and without nausea. i am currently in a device which restricts all movement of my left arm, and i am trying to figure out how to keep ice on it while moving around. i have this big foam thing for ice packs which is quit uncomfortable.

My mother came up, which was wonderful because i though she didnt care. She drove me, and made tea, and watched movies with me, and cooked for me and made sure i was generally comfortable by yelling every time i tried to do something (anything), on my own. It hurts a lot, but i need to stop pain meds for a bit here and there so i can drive to boulder for senior project type stuff. While Im there i plan on going to Lizs dances too. i may not make it long, since all i want to do (sit down, those who may be shocked) is nothing at all. but i no longer have someone to keep me company! Its rather depressing actually.