1st one. dont know anyone here but i guess that doesnt matter. felling kinda shity cause my girl is away back home for a few days and she went out with her ex to the bar. that sucks. i know shed be pissed at me if i did that. they say its all about trust but you never know competely untill you know. and knowing can be torturous. you ever have it when youve just been broken so many times that it just makes more sense to not know. fuck, lie to me, just dont tell me the truth. but i know that not better than knowing, because then you can move on and be done. just with shit was simpler than that. i know my grandma and grandpa would still be together today if they could. you dont see that kind of love that often these days. 