quietdesperation

strange, but not a stranger

was at a burial service for an old friend this very cold morning. he was quite old, but a real gentleman. the type the occur very seldom these days. have another friend a lot younger who is expected to live another couple of months.

talked to a friend of the deceased this morning. he related a story about he and...
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met rubella for drinks tonight. she is a very androgenous female and very interesting. we have not hooked up for awhile. had middle eastern food and a good conversation. think i found a new place to have my hair done. need new inspiration, will find out tuesday how inspiring they are.

i have done perms, multi-colored, mohawks, short, longish and you name it. don't know...
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oh danielle you are so beautiful!

it's the day after seeing the ex. it is rainy and now snowy. great day to curl up under the covers. i think i might just do that. maybe a movie sounds good later tonight.

i live in a big city and often drive at night and look up at all the apartments. i often wonder how many people in each building are making love,...
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went to a discussion of the media tonight and... there i ran into my old girlfriend. my last real love. haven't seen her in over a year. her hair is now long and she was with a new boyfriend. her sister was there too. we exchanged a polite greeting. it's funny how ones mind goes to work. had dinner afterward with some friends. of course...
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being a lifelong romantic sure is not easy. it's a recipe for melancholy and disappointment. why do i have to love love so much?

love me two times babe

i'm going away

"This humble expression meagerly dressed...

but jealous night and all her secret chords

i must be deaf...."

2005....all ye who enter abandon hope!!

love and beauty make the world go 'round. or at least they envigorate our lives. love and beauty to all this mystical time of year!

it's christmas time in the city....cold and fireplace weather. time for good red wine and cuddling by the fire.

do i hear some yeahs out there?

yes but everyone is too...too big or too little, too cool or too uncool, too neat or too dirty, too hadsome or too ugly, too tall or too short, to hung or too not hung, too hung-up or too...
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time is too short and so much of it is wasted waiting.