quietantrum

so v-day was ok. i baked jacek some cookies cause even tho i told him not to get me anything i was assuming he really would and i wanted to be prepared. well he really didn't and that is quite ok. i really dont like being given presents on certain days. i think gift giving should be a totally random thing, cause its supposed to be the thought that counts and if u give a gift because your supposed to on that partucular day it loses so much meaning. but he did tie me up to the bed and teased the hell outta me. thats something i just thought about too.,...the sex between us is great, in fact it gets better ever time instead of becoming routine and boring, but i have noticed lately that it seems that we are making love more then just fucking or having sex. its strange. i really feel like i'm falling hard and fast for him but at the same time i have that little reserve in the back of my heart thats trying to hold a little of me back so that if/when i get hurt again i will still have some of myself left. we are going down to moscow to visit his family and coming back sat night to go to a DnB and breaks show.
hmmmnnn.....today is my last day of work. not even sure if i posted that i had found a job, but i was working in the mall at an authorized t-mobile kiosk. i didn't like it tho cause i'm not a salesperson and the ppl that came into the mall were very hard to get to buy. i was talking to a guy at the bar a few nights ago who i had met before cause he used to work where i do and now he is manager at the phone thing in costco- he said its 10 times easier and u get paid way more so i think i \am gonna give that a try and if no likey there i think i may go back to verizon.....which jesse will love. i talked to one of his roomates the other day and he said that he is not allowed to mention my name around jesse and he also said that jesse is hanging out with/seeing some 16 year old. gross. but whatever.
other then that i am broke as a joke and waiting for tax returns. sound famillir anyone?